To you, you know who you are.
I can't really speak to you at the moment.
But, I wanted to thank you. For the small moment of joy you gave me.
Life has a way of ruining a good thing, and I guess this is one of those times.
Anyone who doesn't know me would probably say I'm overreacting, and I should be over it.
And I should be.
I don't know why you won't leave my brain.
As I try to distance myself from you, I leave you this last message.
Regardless of how you hurt me, I truly wish you happiness.
I believe you have it in you to be someone great.
I want you to be happy, which is why I stepped back.
I wasn't happy, and I could tell you wanted to be free.
And you proved to be happier once set free, and for that, I'm glad.
For the short time we spent together, I was happy to have someone by my side again.
I felt neglected and unimportant to you.
But... I wanted to believe you cared in your own way.
You're like an animal that can't be tied down, and I tried to tame an animal I wasn't prepared to.
Hopefully in the future, you can find someone who can be on your level and vibe with you perfectly.
As I'll do my best to move on as well.
I probably shouldn't even be posting this, I don't know why I feel the need.
I just know I can't talk to you. Not directly.
It's still too raw. I'm probably the only one who feels that way, it's fine.
Either way, I just wanted to leave this message for you.
I truly wish for your happiness.
I don't know when I'll speak to you again. I don't know when I'll heal.
There's a lot I didn't get a chance to tell you about me, and you didn't know how your actions would affect me, and I can't fault you for that.
But, I forgive you. And I hope you'll find your joy in life that makes you complete.

A vent post, please forgive me for artwork so depressing. I'll try not to do it again.