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Wood planks
Or
This is Not me
or
Midnight Sun-shine
of the Spotless Mind
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This artwork is $15 - $17(10$ negotiable, due to my self perceived low quality)I could do something like this for you.
If interested please DM or write:
Email: aprymr@gmail.com
Telegram: https://t.me/RazloAprym
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This is not a depiction of me.
Learning new tools and techniques that let me achieve this type of artwork faster.
(not exactly higher quality, but easier for me to enjoy making)
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There isn't much to say here, other than it reminds me to pieces of wood planks you find in hotels.
Hotel Museum Casa Santo Domingo - Antigua
https://youtu.be/KIkJM1ltRTY
The girl entering the tub, and the girl with the oils falling on her back,
And the gal walking with some weirdo puppet toys.
I really would think this video is somewhat insane.
But anyway, this a public service announcement,
So you can travel to Guatemala, become a tourist,
And invest in our economy, because you know,
We pretty much are an agricultural country,
Most of the country feeds from selling coffe and tourists.
And all the drugs that get exported to our good friends in the North, so they enjoy themselves
Despite the labor, blood, and slavery of the unpaid child workers
…and not thanks to U.S for sending us to ruins,
And practically making us theirs slaves, and their backyard-playground.
So anyways…..
,
The guy on the painting.
He is a nice guy, but he is not very good in art,
he wants to learn how to paint, but is very difficult for him,
He wish he could be a concept artist,
But he cant really get his mind straight to compete to the superior levels.
Unfortunately he tries his best, because he comes from a poor family
Realizes that the struggle of life demands him to take whatever jobs possible,
He is a generalist, he does 3d…..
Does it?
"I hate my face, I hate my life,
I hate my circumstances,
I hate that I didn't and wont have the same opportunities other people had, and will have."
But what can you do?
Well I do furry art because I try to cope with all my pain.
Even if I suck at it,
I feel good about it,
And makes me feel well enough
So tomorrow I can actually have the strength to wake up from bed
And carry on with my life.
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Instead of deciding to not post nothing, because I just realized,
I really suck and cant compete in a professional level.
I post, just because I enjoy it,
And either is this. Or death.
And so I rather decide to live instead of dying.
To be honest I wish I could die already.
> ahh, how dare you say that!?
you should be having more appreciation towards life and towards yourself!
> I feel very pathetic to be honest,
just think about knowing, you will never have the life normal people have.
Even sometimes I get sad, to the level of wanting to cry,
Tears dont come out, due to the harsh experiences i already had.
Trapped in a limbo of emotions.
First Meet (Movie Clip 2/17) - Midnight Sun (2018)
https://youtu.be/1SCSAVEw30A
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he said he had some dreams….
Where he loved …
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he was also interested in politics.
but he was very unhappy with the facts,
.
he was very angry with anyone,
People who treat you badly,
everyone around me,
would be very angry,
.
"you would insult me,
No appreciation
"You never get a chance with me."
Imposible to reach.
he is also a "moody person" and is miserable.
He feels that way about himself.
I can't buy that, I'm in prison."
I cant buy a escape
I cant buy an exit.
he wants to be the "fixer" in all things, but has no idea how to achieve his goal,
he is very sad, this is sad for him,
he is very much sad in regards to his job because "there's no work in prison,
there's no job in prison, and so he's never going to get anywhere
there's nothing if he decides to keep his life.
"I'm not doing anything if he thinks that the world is going to go crazy.
Everything……if he thinks that there's no point,
is the world."
"Oh but if he thinks that the world is going crazy,
that's the world he's going to be living in."
"Oh, I understand that. If someone wants to kill me there's nothing I can do,
but if he thinks, it's that the world that has screwed up?
It's going to take us six years to clean up the mess and make it be more stable,
and that's what they have to do,
and I'll be the one to try to do his best."
"The way you came into it, that was.......
that is my dream.
We started writing stories that i had never seen.
I had never taken the train home until I started writing stories....
I had never read any paper that had nothing to do with me.
I just read an old paper story and felt like it needed to be changed.
I knew that the world is not supposed to be changed,
and I could make this a part of me.
That's how you're going to keep making fiction,
you're going to have a novel.
I was always very skeptical about that stuff.
I knew it was happening.
"The world is not meant to be changed,
and that's the way you'll keep going
I knew
Oh but if he thinks.
it's that the world that has screwed up?,
.......the world that has screwed up, is that the world that he screwed up?
That is the world,
it's the world that he's going to protect,
you're bound to become a prison cell."
"Why, why? Why?" "Why?
How could you see it if you don't understand how you're going to be moved,
"I know this isn't what i thought like, we've been trying to break some of the rules.
People got told that they didn't want a break when they wrote their stories,
but what they've been doing is taking things
they are becoming a part of me.
Something happens that seems like it shouldn't be happening
because of things that I haven't figured out.
"what i dont know, because i decided not to learn
because i wasnt ready"
But why was i trying to do anything?
It's just a bit of life that was pushed around me,
and I really thought that was just a bad idea."
trying to figure out.
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Please let me express myself i'm really alone in my world
Subtitles
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (1/11) Movie CLIP - Train Ride (2004) HD
https://youtu.be/hZdl2FFp0eA
Longer scene
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind-Train Scene
https://youtu.be/xY6s8uY5Chk
Would you believe me if I told you that sometimes I feel,
Like the whole world spins around me,
Even though, I try to believe it does not.
………..
Whatever…..lets just turn and close this chapter once and for all,
Like when I tried to do so, a year and three months ago.
August 2, Sunday, 2020
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