This one! Far from bullshit... I watched eyes wide shut a few times, this evokes moods I got from that film

that's why I hate myself...
I'm not a real artist, I'm just grimacing
I could be forgiven if I was self-taught
Ughh... Sorry me

You wake up and know things will not get better till you fall asleep again but still get up every day to do what u don't wanna do for an amount of money that's never enough. Despite all this You and me and every Guy who will never be what he wanted to be are still pushing 24hrs A week for life And the fact that we haven't put a gun in our mouths u struggle of an artist! Makes us winners!

I do art to release the creature inside me...
but my hands are so crooked. Everything turns out so mediocre

it's not enough just to struggle
and I clearly lose this struggle to myself time and time again...

forgive me, inner being - I'm no better than my father

I would wear this if it were in thick print on the back of a hoodie