"Not today, maybe, tomorrow
These emotions will leave
Thick layer of paints will help you bury
Everything, let it stay beneath

Freshly coat of brightly colors
Mask the previous attempts
To surpass yourself in sorrow
Hiding layers of self-condemns

Not today, maybe, tomorrow
You will leave this room at last
Letting go self-blame and burdens
Leaving all your pain behind

But for now keep splashing colors
Black, gray, red.. that's all you have?
Paint red flowers on your body
And the wide smile on your face"

[08.08.2020]