Yeah... So a personal update, and for those who had not been following up until this point in time. One of my cats ended up passing away last Saturday. I made an update on my furaffinity, telegram art channel and Instagram story. I wasn't sure if I mentioned it on deviantART or not, but I try not to dump things all over the place. As of now I'm trying to do some artwork to at least get myself in a regular pattern again, because if I don't do something for a long period of time, I tend to fall back and I happen to follow a very slow habit of me depleting in progress.

In addition to that I've been having very conflicting emotions as well as a couple of moments where I have mood swings, sometimes I even remember things that happened in the past and they'll start to bother me a little bit. In fact my emotions got to the point where every time I would talk to people I would get very angry or irritated at that. I separated myself away from certain platforms after a while of me having to deal with that little ordeal. I haven't been myself since, I felt like I lost a kid. I know an animal is a bit different but honestly to me it's not.

And I've been having some doubts about certain things relationship-wise. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful that I at least have somebody that cares for me in that sense as well as in general, but remembering things that happened in the past really does start to mess with you after a while. And hearing false rumors doesn't help but just heighten the paranoia. I understand that I don't often make these kind of posts where I openly express myself when it comes to real life issues. But there's a reason why I don't really talk about them too much. But I guess I don't really see a reason why not. But regardless, I've been trying to seek ways to keep myself sane. Even going as far as resorting to either playing with my switch, 3DS, reading a book or two, sleeping, or eating for that matter. Or simply talking helps.

But anyways I think I just leave it at that. I'm not going to be providing any of my links this time because I kind of feel like if I do advertise my other media it's going to make me look a tad selfish or just look like I'm self promoting too much. Besides I have other posts that you can pretty much check out if you're curious. Anyways with that being said. Thanks for reading and have a good one.