I've been invited to a LARP which includes lizard folk like playable characters, so I'm going to adapt my cosplay kit to include the system and I'm going to make a viking esk kit impression! A real viking, not a horned helmet, fur strapped, bare chested monstrosity lol!
I've been suuuuuuuper spaced out in my head this last week, and my partner has not so subtly suggested that I, like them, have ADHD based on a litmus test. I'm also still feeling fragile regarding the previous journal. A cold got me too so I've been feeling under the weather.... :(
I'm also yearning in a nostalgic way the first two years of reenactment, the joyful enthusiasm I had, the eagerness and the... I dunno.... Before internal politics, mental illness and life beat me down something. Streets of whiterun and other Skyrim soundtrack has been on repeat for a few days. Maybe furlough is getting to me? I miss my out door hobbies >,w,<
I guess I'm not as okay as I say I am....
I've been suuuuuuuper spaced out in my head this last week, and my partner has not so subtly suggested that I, like them, have ADHD based on a litmus test. I'm also still feeling fragile regarding the previous journal. A cold got me too so I've been feeling under the weather.... :(
I'm also yearning in a nostalgic way the first two years of reenactment, the joyful enthusiasm I had, the eagerness and the... I dunno.... Before internal politics, mental illness and life beat me down something. Streets of whiterun and other Skyrim soundtrack has been on repeat for a few days. Maybe furlough is getting to me? I miss my out door hobbies >,w,<
I guess I'm not as okay as I say I am....
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I think I'm getting better. I've spent over a month now with a couple different illnesses, not seeing my irl friends, and the rest has had me hovering just in the edges of depression, which my partner pointed out and now I can actively start doing something about. Like not eating packets of hot cross buns lol!
This weekend when I'm back home I'm going to go for a long walk to my local park in my kit I think. Possibly invite a couple friends who are more likely to pretend the pandemic isn't a thing (I'm in one of the safer areas of England ATM). And beat them up a little lol!
I think I'm getting better. I've spent over a month now with a couple different illnesses, not seeing my irl friends, and the rest has had me hovering just in the edges of depression, which my partner pointed out and now I can actively start doing something about. Like not eating packets of hot cross buns lol!
This weekend when I'm back home I'm going to go for a long walk to my local park in my kit I think. Possibly invite a couple friends who are more likely to pretend the pandemic isn't a thing (I'm in one of the safer areas of England ATM). And beat them up a little lol!
I really need to stop self medicating with food tho, lol, it's not good for me or my waist line or cosplay goals lol.
As I said I think I'm starting to do better but I also thought that a fortnight ago...
Still, stiff upper lip and all that. In irl at least lol!
Yeee, been picking up my sword drill again which should really help bring me back in line to being one of the best in my region! ^w^
As I said I think I'm starting to do better but I also thought that a fortnight ago...
Still, stiff upper lip and all that. In irl at least lol!
Yeee, been picking up my sword drill again which should really help bring me back in line to being one of the best in my region! ^w^
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