This picture is hard to explain but I will try my best anyway. Simply enough, I want to do something random. I took one of the ponies from the older generation I believe its gen 2 Baby Blossom and gave her a more modern spin. However, as I was drawing and proceeded to write Por Que? at the top. (Since this color scheme and of design Baby Blossom is Peruvian exclusive.) I started to think to myself. Why? To be completely honest for the past day or so, I had the sudden burst of 'The Sad' and started to feel hints of inattiqucies towards my position life, my passion as an otaku, love and skill level as an artist and well finally me as a person. Whether its a physically, emotional or mental, the feeling of 'lack' seems to be quite prevelent. So at times I have asked my self questions regarding these unfortunate and damanging feelings. I asked myself Why do I do these things and Why should it matter? (Now, this personally how I handle things not nessarily goes for everybody.) But I have to remind myself Why I feel this way and what is the purpose of pushing forward in times like these. Also 'just because or I don't know...' for me is not a very good answer. If anything, remembering my love for the geek culture and art, learning to love myself far removed from what I once was and care for the people that close around me is worth remembering. Using those memories, positive ones to pushing threw those times of negative vibes about yourself. I guess this picture is not so random huh?

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