vent art I think.
But like, if only time I ever really draw is when im horny and it's for dirty weird shit, it's like, do I even like to draw?
Like if there's no carnal desire to fulfill it's a struggle just to get myself to sit down and draw anything at all. I think I like to draw.
I mean as a child I seldom ever drew anything new that wasn't just recreating something I saw somewhere else. But I liked to do that.
But now, I have so many non-horny ideas that I would want to draw, but I just...don't. All I ever seem to draw is vore, bellies, huge dicks- and it's
not like there's anything wrong with that. I want to be okay with being open and drawing that. it's just that I grew up thinking art could only be one way
and now that I only ever seem to draw art the in the exact opposite way so it feels like Im never really doing much.
And I'm still afraid of the things others will say. even though I don't want to care.
but jesus fuck WHY VORE?!?! why did I have to end up with one of the weirdest fetishes?? aaaaaa
Do I want people to like what I make? I think I do.

vent over
guess maybe its not an over night change.

EDIT: before anyone gets quirky, yes, I do realize this isnt horny art