An apology.....in response to this event http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1388771/

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I promised never to hurt you but i ended up doing just that,
It pains me worse than had i gotten hit with a bat.
It was never my intent to cause such hurt,
But i did and now i feel lower than dirt.
To have broken my word once given,
I should not be so easily forgiven.
You mean a lot to me...more than i have the words to say.
It always amazes me...to see my love for you grow each day.
I am sorry about what my stupid insecurities did to you,
But i could apologize until i am blue and it still would not make up for what i put you thru.
I hate myself for what i did,and for the insecurities and fears that i hid.
I should have talked to you and worked it out but instead i hid my doubt,
Allowed it to continue to grow and caused my proverbial cup to overflow.
Like the proverbial straw that broke the camels back,
Something inside me snapped and i said some things i wish i could take back.
I don't know why you still love me but you do...despite all that i put ya thru.
I love you hun and you own a big piece of my heart.
If i tried to describe all the wonderful things you make me feel...i would not know where to start.
So i say it once again my love,as this rhyme nears its end,
I am truly sorry for all that i put you thru...my dearest and truest friend.