Like a vent art I disable coments because I not want get....

My economic situation is bad, once again because of the type of work that I have to give audiovisual services at conferences, I have been suspended from my job, what does it mean? I have been suspended for more than six months and now there will be nine until December, which is nine months without economic income from my job, the first months I received a bonus that the government gave but it only covered three months, with my drawings I have been able to get some money but it is already a consecutive month of very few commissions and every time I see fewer people looking at my art, I tried to make a Patreon but I don't think I have much to offer.
Making art is not the same anymore and I spend a lot of time trying without real fruits, maybe I will stop drawing and try to do something to get money, in my country job hiring is not happening much