It feels like having been ages since the last art project finished, even my self might have forgotten that I can paint something simple. This is a small gift for fluffy  Cawolfy, my ex-roommate, who plays as the Amadé (Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart's shadow in the musical, in the form of his childhood, representing his genius and the part of himself that wants to accomplish his value in the society) from the Mozart! das Musical. The original plan has both Mozart and Amadé on the canvas (Cawolfy has two fursonas like each other's shadow), but I later found it's a heavy burden and the composition is weird and showing a ruined geometry, so... I gave up.

If you know me well, you might have known that this is my favorite musical, which reveals the split of one's spirit, the contradiction of "ego" and "super-ego". Mozart wants to live free from the shackles imposed by society, on the contrary, music is nearly all to him and he is blessed with that extraordinary talent and the fulfillment of which has to be extracted from society. It might be pretentious that I found my own shadow in this musical, but, unfortunately, not blessed with any talent though.

It is the first time I draw fur and still have much to learn. Like scales, fur has its configuration and regulation. Drawing fur always reminds me of the hairy ball theorem, which states that there is no nonvanishing continuous tangent vector field on even-dimensional n-spheres. The head surface is homeomorphic to S^2, if the fur is smooth and in order, then you need to draw it like a continuous tangent vector field, but there's no such vector field. Based on my practice, I thought introducing some small disorders makes the fur more vivid and gives a touch of realism.

And again, the symmetry is broken, haha. There are tons of problems in this picture, and I am open to suggestions if you are happy to share your thoughts. Well, wish you enjoy it.

Since Cawolfy's fursonas are in a cartoon "Japanese furry style", so there are some features seemed wired in a detailed painting, so I make an alternated version. You can find the original version here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38551428/

感觉离上次比较正式的画过很久了，都快忘了自己会画点简单东西。这次是送毛茸茸的前室友啡狼 Cawolfy的小礼物，他作为来自德版莫扎特音乐剧里的小莫Amadé (他是Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart的影子出现在台上，象征莫扎特的才华与他想实现自我价值的那部分人格)。本来最开始是准备把啡哥两个设都画出来作为小莫和长大后的莫扎特的，但是工程量太大了，然后构图非常烂，显得我几何没学好，所以弃疗了。

如果您之前了解我的话那可能知道这部是我最喜欢的音乐剧，展现出了人“自我”与“超我”之间的割裂与矛盾，莫扎特想活得自由不违心，从社会给自己的桎梏当中解脱出来，但音乐也的确是他的全部而他又有这个才华，而这些的实现又得从社会中去索取。可能听起来蛮自负的，我从这个剧里看到自己的影子，尽管我没有任何才华。

这是我第一次画毛，还有很多需要学的。跟鳞片一样，毛也是有着比较讲究的排列模式。画毛的时候总让我想起“毛球定理”，偶数维球面上不存在非零连续切向量场，头表面同胚于S^{2}，如果毛想要整齐光滑的感觉，那就需要把他大概排成一个连续切向量场，但这种不存在。实际上我觉得，在有些地方引入一些不顺的毛反而更加生动和显得真实一些。

然后对称又被我搞砸干翻了，哈哈。这幅画有一大堆问题，如果您愿意的话可以来跟我讨论或有什么建议都可以提。希望您喜欢这幅画。

因为啡哥的设是日式卡通的，有些特征放到写实画里面有点违和，所以我做了一个改版的。原版在这里：https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38551428/