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The Language of Sound
Completion Date: 10.13.2020.
Time Taken: 12 hours
Media:
+ Sketched and inked in Paint Tool SAI
+ Colored, watermarked, and textures added in Photoshop CS2
Music:
+ Grá - Wardruna
+ Arros - Black Hill & heklAa
+ Forever Rain - RM
+ Finding Beauty - Craig Armstrong
Comment:
Words with no human equivalent -- a language felt but not seen.
Something I've been working on for a few weeks when I felt inspired to. I've been working with a new therapist the last month and so many gateways are opening, memories coming back, nightmares being thrown under light -- facing my shadow.
In all the years that I've struggled with depression and anxiety, chronic pain and illness, a diagnosis is both a relief and a burden. It gives me understanding in why I use and love music, gives a voice to the trauma I cannot process or forget. C-PTSD is hard, its ugly, its terrifying, it explains why I am and do what I do. It gives answers where I didn't have them before, and my therapist gives me the guidance and strength to combat it. I won't ever be cured of it, but to learn to manage it. To learn to cope, and speaking in my own language -- that is where healing begins.
To speak in a language no one knows but my own soul, to create and to Be.
Artwork, Two-Feathers © 2020 P. Simhanada Gaither (SoulsPoison)
Textures from obsidiandawn.com
Acrylic Gold Paint Swirl Stock from http://enchantedgal-stock.deviantar.....Stock-51550988
Do not use without permission; Artwork and character copyright P. Simhanada Gaither (SoulsPoison); All rights reserved. Do not alter, copy, and/or redistribute under penalty of law.
Time Taken: 12 hours
Media:
+ Sketched and inked in Paint Tool SAI
+ Colored, watermarked, and textures added in Photoshop CS2
Music:
+ Grá - Wardruna
+ Arros - Black Hill & heklAa
+ Forever Rain - RM
+ Finding Beauty - Craig Armstrong
Comment:
Words with no human equivalent -- a language felt but not seen.
Something I've been working on for a few weeks when I felt inspired to. I've been working with a new therapist the last month and so many gateways are opening, memories coming back, nightmares being thrown under light -- facing my shadow.
In all the years that I've struggled with depression and anxiety, chronic pain and illness, a diagnosis is both a relief and a burden. It gives me understanding in why I use and love music, gives a voice to the trauma I cannot process or forget. C-PTSD is hard, its ugly, its terrifying, it explains why I am and do what I do. It gives answers where I didn't have them before, and my therapist gives me the guidance and strength to combat it. I won't ever be cured of it, but to learn to manage it. To learn to cope, and speaking in my own language -- that is where healing begins.
To speak in a language no one knows but my own soul, to create and to Be.
Artwork, Two-Feathers © 2020 P. Simhanada Gaither (SoulsPoison)
Textures from obsidiandawn.com
Acrylic Gold Paint Swirl Stock from http://enchantedgal-stock.deviantar.....Stock-51550988
Do not use without permission; Artwork and character copyright P. Simhanada Gaither (SoulsPoison); All rights reserved. Do not alter, copy, and/or redistribute under penalty of law.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Wolf
Size 1000 x 676px
File Size 338.3 kB
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