He loved to sit in this position as a child. Perhaps now he remembers, but he still does not consciously do it...
Damn, how painful it is to realize that such a small child will no longer be tomorrow... He will no longer know what human Warmth is... Love... Caring... For many years he will not remember what it is like to be loved... And now, he feels lost...
He had a happy life... But... Suddenly, everything turned upside down and now he has become what he is now. This is just the beginning of his story.