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But who of those is the reflection?
Is the mirror image right or left?
...Pretty hard to tell...
Lately im pretty stressed about school and especially about the history exam im going to write in a week. What am I going to do after school? Trying to attend to the university in Wuppertal to study art, but hell knows if they will take me. If not I will kind of "lose" a year where I could have already studied. I have the feeling as if i have come to a turning point in my life. For 8 years I was everyday seeing the same guys,teachers and everything was just fine the way it was.
But I guess most people had to go/will go through such a situation, I'm not the only one who is having a rough time with it and so far, most people that are older than me, managed this situation pretty well.
But why not add an identity crisis to that? Do you know this feeling? Where you feel like a stranger towards yourself?
Maybe its just me, I used to be pretty self-confident about "knowing who I am" after a long struggle with myself, now I am again not that sure anymore. Let's hope I can work it out with a bit of thinking and time.
I really babble too much! Especially the past few days it's too much Emo-Babbling
I need Cologne Furdance to get my mind free of all that stuff!
Is the mirror image right or left?
...Pretty hard to tell...
Lately im pretty stressed about school and especially about the history exam im going to write in a week. What am I going to do after school? Trying to attend to the university in Wuppertal to study art, but hell knows if they will take me. If not I will kind of "lose" a year where I could have already studied. I have the feeling as if i have come to a turning point in my life. For 8 years I was everyday seeing the same guys,teachers and everything was just fine the way it was.
But I guess most people had to go/will go through such a situation, I'm not the only one who is having a rough time with it and so far, most people that are older than me, managed this situation pretty well.
But why not add an identity crisis to that? Do you know this feeling? Where you feel like a stranger towards yourself?
Maybe its just me, I used to be pretty self-confident about "knowing who I am" after a long struggle with myself, now I am again not that sure anymore. Let's hope I can work it out with a bit of thinking and time.
I really babble too much! Especially the past few days it's too much Emo-Babbling
I need Cologne Furdance to get my mind free of all that stuff!
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Wolf
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I think its really not important how old one is, so you totally have the right to say something, and I really appreciate it :)
When I was 15 I had the first time this feeling to "not-know-whoi-am" then it was gone for some time and now it's back.. i guess thats a sign that we are steady developing, no matter what age ^^"
Thank you!
When I was 15 I had the first time this feeling to "not-know-whoi-am" then it was gone for some time and now it's back.. i guess thats a sign that we are steady developing, no matter what age ^^"
Thank you!
really same for me, also have the feeling as if im being mean for no reason to friends :/ I guess it's all due to the stress and the "new" situation, that everything is kind of changing and it takes some time to get used to it n.n
yes, lets both keep our heads up and keep going! And see where the road will lead to :3 thanks!
yes, lets both keep our heads up and keep going! And see where the road will lead to :3 thanks!
Fascinating artwork, ...I think the right one is the 'true' one, left one is reflecting. Somehow reminds me of myself.
Oh... If it's your wish to study art and you have the opportunity (and skills, definitely), try it! I think you'll regret if you don't.
And if they don't take ya, it's no desaster to 'lose' one year... you can still chose an alternative then.
Btw... leaving school was the best thing I've ever done. It may be difficult to get out of this comfortable everyday-life and it's quite different and also difficult to find your way indeed, but in the end, you have much more freedom and possibilities and if you're THEN doing what you really want to (ie. art), life could not be better!
*hugs*
Oh... If it's your wish to study art and you have the opportunity (and skills, definitely), try it! I think you'll regret if you don't.
And if they don't take ya, it's no desaster to 'lose' one year... you can still chose an alternative then.
Btw... leaving school was the best thing I've ever done. It may be difficult to get out of this comfortable everyday-life and it's quite different and also difficult to find your way indeed, but in the end, you have much more freedom and possibilities and if you're THEN doing what you really want to (ie. art), life could not be better!
*hugs*
Thank you a lot Fao, for reading and for commenting with such nice words (here and on dA) *hugs back* :)
Im actually not that sure if the right one is the trune one :I it's like a part of me that i haven't seen for a really long time.. or let's say, I never have seen it before, is suddenly appearing. It's a stupid struggle with myself.. I guess only time and a lot of thinking can fix that ^^"
Thats realy encouraging that for you leaving school was such a good thing, motivates to carry on and see what i can make out of this life. I will for sure give the art-study stuff a try, if it won't work, will look for another solution. Was thinking "losing" a year would really not be a such an awesome thing.. but if you say it's okay.. would at least give me some time to try stuff and search for other places and things i could study/work on (but still, above all I really hope that they eventally might take me in Wuppertal ^^" would make stuff easier)
Can't wait to get finally used to all the changes and get to enjoy them.
Between, are you going to be at CFD 5 ? :) Would be nice to meet you again
Im actually not that sure if the right one is the trune one :I it's like a part of me that i haven't seen for a really long time.. or let's say, I never have seen it before, is suddenly appearing. It's a stupid struggle with myself.. I guess only time and a lot of thinking can fix that ^^"
Thats realy encouraging that for you leaving school was such a good thing, motivates to carry on and see what i can make out of this life. I will for sure give the art-study stuff a try, if it won't work, will look for another solution. Was thinking "losing" a year would really not be a such an awesome thing.. but if you say it's okay.. would at least give me some time to try stuff and search for other places and things i could study/work on (but still, above all I really hope that they eventally might take me in Wuppertal ^^" would make stuff easier)
Can't wait to get finally used to all the changes and get to enjoy them.
Between, are you going to be at CFD 5 ? :) Would be nice to meet you again
I'm going to be elsewhere that CFD weekend. :(
I'm sure you'll find yourself and your way.
Maybe it helps ya to read that I had a similar 'problem' some time ago (that's why your drawing is that fascinating to me) and still I'm not that kind of typical girly glitzy blitzy let's go shopping blah blah xD you know what I mean.
I'm sure you'll find yourself and your way.
Maybe it helps ya to read that I had a similar 'problem' some time ago (that's why your drawing is that fascinating to me) and still I'm not that kind of typical girly glitzy blitzy let's go shopping blah blah xD you know what I mean.
Thank you still for your comment, even though im incredibly late in replying to it D: I'm sorry!
Oh well, identity crisis, especially if its gender-related is, in my opinion, something that accompanies you your whole life.
Getting a boyfriend actually helped it a lot and made me feel more like the girl I am (biologically :P) but then there is still always this male side inside me. Even though it quite down a bit the past two years, its still there, and sometimes breaks through.
But since i found that term "genderfluid" I feel even more relaxed about it and accept it as part of myself. Sometimes I feel like a girl, sometimes like a boy, both is fine, both is cool - its just who I am. [/babbling] :D
Oh well, identity crisis, especially if its gender-related is, in my opinion, something that accompanies you your whole life.
Getting a boyfriend actually helped it a lot and made me feel more like the girl I am (biologically :P) but then there is still always this male side inside me. Even though it quite down a bit the past two years, its still there, and sometimes breaks through.
But since i found that term "genderfluid" I feel even more relaxed about it and accept it as part of myself. Sometimes I feel like a girl, sometimes like a boy, both is fine, both is cool - its just who I am. [/babbling] :D
Oh alsos, there's this that I use to help explain stuff to people :D I found it on another FurAffinity thing, I forget, and it's originally from this site I think.
http://itspronouncedmetrosexual.com.....rbread-2.1.jpg
http://itspronouncedmetrosexual.com.....rbread-2.1.jpg
=P I've used the term genderfluid a bit myself over the years. Interesting how boyfriends can soothe the genderidentitybeast eh? It soothed me anyway. Glad yer doin' better! :D
I haven't felt my male side much in probably over a year now, but it's possibly still in there somewhere. I'm fairly gender neutral and sorta have both aspects. I'm still mistaken for a guy online fairly often, partly due to my name I think. Which I'm fine with. Tis just funny for people to go "You're actually a girl?!?!!!!!" when they find out >.>; Hee x3!!
I haven't felt my male side much in probably over a year now, but it's possibly still in there somewhere. I'm fairly gender neutral and sorta have both aspects. I'm still mistaken for a guy online fairly often, partly due to my name I think. Which I'm fine with. Tis just funny for people to go "You're actually a girl?!?!!!!!" when they find out >.>; Hee x3!!
i know this is a bit late to be posting on this art piece, but i just found the group for 
genderfluidfurs ...it was the first one i saw, and it definitely caught my eye...
I've been struggling with my identity since about october last year....it's been a few months, but with my job i've had time to do some searching and thinking....and with a little help from some friends, i've actually come to realize that i'm probably more likely genderfluid....
it's tough to be and express androgyny in the professional world....or at least it is for me, since i haven't figured out how to do it quite so well...but i just want to say that this picture is amazing :) if i had the ability to commission something like this, i would in a heartbeat!
but for now, let me just say that this art piece earned you an instant watch :)
genderfluidfurs ...it was the first one i saw, and it definitely caught my eye...I've been struggling with my identity since about october last year....it's been a few months, but with my job i've had time to do some searching and thinking....and with a little help from some friends, i've actually come to realize that i'm probably more likely genderfluid....
it's tough to be and express androgyny in the professional world....or at least it is for me, since i haven't figured out how to do it quite so well...but i just want to say that this picture is amazing :) if i had the ability to commission something like this, i would in a heartbeat!
but for now, let me just say that this art piece earned you an instant watch :)
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