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Hi there everybody! hope you all are doing great!
I just want to apologize for my slow work and general lack of updates, I'm doing my best right now and working as fast as I can :3, but I owe you guys an explanation:
The last month has been quite hard for me, I didn't said anything publicly because, being honest, most of the time I feel like I don't have the right to feel bad, you guys are awesome and super supportive ;-; + my problems are mine and there is no need that those thing should affect any of you.... so I tried my best to not let those events to really get to me... but... welp, long story short, recently my family and I went to a trip to see my granny, they live far away (we took a road trip of 24 hr in order to see her ) the main reason is that she is pretty old and my dad was worried that...well.. she would not live much longer ( same with my grandad wich is 100 years old) + the last time I visit them it was 15 or more years ago, mostly because is not a cheap trip, so even with the pandemic situation we all felt that it was a valid risk.
I don't want to extend this to a super long text and explain every problem, but it was great to see all my family again, I mean we had our high and low, you know the usual, unfortunately one of my uncles had a motorcycle accident, he is fine though, only hit his arm, nothing broken but in the moment we were pretty worried, now he is just unable to work for a period of time, so we sent some money :3.
Probably the one that affect us the worst was just in the moment that we were going on our trip, my other grandma (from mom's side), had a panic attack due a bad medication that she took by herself, she was in a bad shape for half of the month unable to think clearly and pretty desesperate, she even said she felt like she wouldn't make it to the end of the year.
This was not the normal senile deterioration that usually happens, she is still quite young for that and still can go to the church with her friends and all by herself, at this moment we all were really scared and worried for her, especially because we were about to leave to our trip , the only thing that we could do was leave money to my family here and wait to see if her health will improve, thanks to heavens she was much better when we returned home <3
Right now Im way better too but I though I could handle this by myself and work smoothly but at the end all of this took a toll on me, everything was so fast and fuzzy that I ended up completely drained and not matter how much I tried I could not to make a concrete update in any commission, and Im really sorry for this, I wish I could keep this to myself, being grateful and work fast for all of you, but I'm afraid I was unable to do it this time....im sorry and thank you so much to all of you for your patience!
P.S. :3 both my granny and grandad are doing great, they didn't remember my name, but recognized me at least once! I'm still amazed by the fact that my grandad is still able to walk by himself, probably my grandma would be able too, but she had a brain surgery a couple of years back so she needs a wheelchair now x3 my unlce is sore but doing great! and my granny here at me hometown is also in a much better shape! happy and way more calm, she is a bit sad though since she can't go to the church anymore due the pandemic..anyway, I hope all of you are ok too, keep safe and fluffy :3
P.S.2 sorry for any grammatical error, english is not my mother lenguaje
I just want to apologize for my slow work and general lack of updates, I'm doing my best right now and working as fast as I can :3, but I owe you guys an explanation:
The last month has been quite hard for me, I didn't said anything publicly because, being honest, most of the time I feel like I don't have the right to feel bad, you guys are awesome and super supportive ;-; + my problems are mine and there is no need that those thing should affect any of you.... so I tried my best to not let those events to really get to me... but... welp, long story short, recently my family and I went to a trip to see my granny, they live far away (we took a road trip of 24 hr in order to see her ) the main reason is that she is pretty old and my dad was worried that...well.. she would not live much longer ( same with my grandad wich is 100 years old) + the last time I visit them it was 15 or more years ago, mostly because is not a cheap trip, so even with the pandemic situation we all felt that it was a valid risk.
I don't want to extend this to a super long text and explain every problem, but it was great to see all my family again, I mean we had our high and low, you know the usual, unfortunately one of my uncles had a motorcycle accident, he is fine though, only hit his arm, nothing broken but in the moment we were pretty worried, now he is just unable to work for a period of time, so we sent some money :3.
Probably the one that affect us the worst was just in the moment that we were going on our trip, my other grandma (from mom's side), had a panic attack due a bad medication that she took by herself, she was in a bad shape for half of the month unable to think clearly and pretty desesperate, she even said she felt like she wouldn't make it to the end of the year.
This was not the normal senile deterioration that usually happens, she is still quite young for that and still can go to the church with her friends and all by herself, at this moment we all were really scared and worried for her, especially because we were about to leave to our trip , the only thing that we could do was leave money to my family here and wait to see if her health will improve, thanks to heavens she was much better when we returned home <3
Right now Im way better too but I though I could handle this by myself and work smoothly but at the end all of this took a toll on me, everything was so fast and fuzzy that I ended up completely drained and not matter how much I tried I could not to make a concrete update in any commission, and Im really sorry for this, I wish I could keep this to myself, being grateful and work fast for all of you, but I'm afraid I was unable to do it this time....im sorry and thank you so much to all of you for your patience!
P.S. :3 both my granny and grandad are doing great, they didn't remember my name, but recognized me at least once! I'm still amazed by the fact that my grandad is still able to walk by himself, probably my grandma would be able too, but she had a brain surgery a couple of years back so she needs a wheelchair now x3 my unlce is sore but doing great! and my granny here at me hometown is also in a much better shape! happy and way more calm, she is a bit sad though since she can't go to the church anymore due the pandemic..anyway, I hope all of you are ok too, keep safe and fluffy :3
P.S.2 sorry for any grammatical error, english is not my mother lenguaje
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Real life need always take priority over one's "furry" endeavours. And in this case, life really threw you a lot of curve-balls at once with family health and situations. That would be stress enough under normal circumstances, let alone in this on-going pandemic nightmare. I'm very glad that in end, everything seemed to work out well, and more so, that you are feeling a little more whole as a result. I don't think most people would be cross at all, and hell, those who are (if any) maybe just don't get how real life works in the first place. Take whatever time you need, relax, do stuff that feeds your soul - and return to commission stuff when you feel you're ready. :)
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