So I've already come to terms with being Crazy. It's best to straight admit this and acknowledge
that Yes...whatever I've seen or felt, is crazy. That being said, these are more to the experiences I've had last year. In all honesty, it's like getting a life lesson on one's self, it's no more magical then sitting in a dark room and learning from one's own thoughts. What comes out is bizarre, but what does come out... IS. To say who is thinking the thoughts becomes even more confusing, to think of something means that you first have to focus on a specific idea in which you deliver energy to in order to build on a thought, however letting a passing thought or thoughts continue to unfold themselves without your will or force but rather you sit and watch as the images handle themselves. I suppose my question always is, where does the individual begin or end? in other words, what makes the self the self. Do you create the self? or did your parents...and then their parents and so on? who are you now? did you make the person you are or did everything around you as a mass conglomerate of ideas that weren't originally yours make you? and where do they come from? are you "you" or are you simply riding in a body that is a product of the society that created it?

ALL in ALL.......it doesn't matter

the answer is so simple, that most deny it, agree with it, or find it hilarious.


P.S. : The last line written is "if you can see the dog the backwards you can imagine the god forwards"

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hope these aren't too weird, for the most part I hope they're at least interesting, they've been fun to share. And as always back to the grind and hope you all dig this one.