Dang it. This comic man. (I Know what i went in for. But...) Hits me in all kind of emotions.

It’s good to hear that you’ve found your will to live again, I hope things only go up from here. Keep your head up kitten! <3

Happy to see you found that will again, and glad you're alright.

You are hitting some hard emotions with this. I haven't had such dark emotions in 10 years. I hope you can find some strength in those still with you, as I had the luck to do.

the comic page is also very nicely done. I think it is an amazing thing you are doing. I want to see it finish.

i bet i know what happens to those who get caught with FOY water... Arrested and given the death penalty or life in prison. cheer up kitten. things can only go up from here.

I can feel a bit that as well I ve try to kill myself this summer. I feel better now but bad ideas come again some time . It s painfull to read that but I like this comics and thank you for your work

Poor Sammy is just as sad as Pandora. The trick would be to take the correct dosage of FOY water and ensure it lasts through the preschool time.

Please know that there are those of us who cherish you Pandora. Even if you may not know it.

Has anyone ever told you your a good writer? You should try a short story or a novel sometime.

I'm glad you're okay. *hugs*

I'm happy you're still with us. You're unbelievably strong.

Stay strong. We don't know what happens when we die so it is better to try to make life better in the present.

Glad to know you’re still with us <3 we’re here if you ever need us <3

Well...I won’t lie to you, hon...that’s a scary thing to hear.
But I don’t thing that anyone, most especially me, is angry with you. We are, I think, just relived to know you’re staying.
So, no apologizing, sugar. Especially not for your feelings.
You’ve gone through something terrible, and I don’t wonder that it has been a tempering experience. And I think you’ll find it has given you something rare, and powerful.
...we live in a society that is terrified by its own shadows. We refuse to acknowledge as face certain realities, specifically what typically get labeled as “negative” emotions & experiences. We run away from, deny, and shun anything and anyone that isn’t manically euphoric.
And that denialism is crippling, both to individuals & society as a whole.
What you have come through, surviving, and rediscovering your own desire to continue living, has allowed you confront, and accept, a fuller, more realistic, and (pardon me here, honey) mature understanding of the “human” condition.
And that will give you a broader and deeper understanding of life than anyone who dashes around manically insisting how gloriously delightful everything in the world always is all the time. They are always going to be blind to the truth you have lived through. And they will remain brittle & shallow, and unable to connect with other people’s pain.
Have you ever noticed, hon, how most folks address other people’s suffering by insisting that it be made to “go away,” somehow? It’s a very selfish attitude. It essentially is their rejection of a deep and integral part of some’s life. Their lived reality.
But you, my dear, sweet girl, can face and embrace the suffering of others, and because of that, you can understand and accept them as a whole person.
That, is a rare, precious, and powerful thing.

Hey, I dont know if you need to hear this but you're allowed to feel pain right now, and tomorrow, and next month and next year. Take your time, suicide isn't going to take that pain away but time will.

just keep moving foreword

This page was perfect. The feelings came right across, the angles are perfect, and I love that the first panel is done in a slightly different style

Don't apologize for this. After everything thats happened to you lately I can't blame you for being in a rough place mentally. I'm just glad that you didn't wind up going through with it and were able to come back before it went too far.

Hang in there Pandora. :c

we're all here for you...don't forget that.

I always imagine in a universe where people use means to recreationally regress that there would be a lot of, like, buying old daycares or disused schools to to operate sort of as a variant of a night club. not for dancing or drugs or alcohol but to provide a venue to be...your self basically...

dunno what I'm trying to say just...

If you're actively committing attempts at suicide, please get help. Nobody wants you to have to deal with anything you are dealing with, but it's not the answer. Please, please, please tell someone in person and get some in-person help. Please.

*hugs* I'm glad you found your will to live, I hope you take everything one day at a time and let everyone help you no matter what.

So many feels... have courage, Pandora. It's a long hard road ahead, but the journey will be well worth it.

if chu ever needs to talk feel fwee to message me on any of my contact things *hugs* i am always willing to lend an ear to someone in need

Glad to hear you found your will to live... we're all here for you. I know i'm always good for a hug

I'm glad your alive..
*offers you lots and lots of hugs*

Look.Thinking of suicide means that you feel that your world is about to collapse and you have no one to turn to.I have thought of suicide before but never have the courage and just torture myself instead.You are not the only one wanting to suicide but always remember that there are people around who cares for you and will listen to your problems.Once you perform suicide,it will hurt more to the people who care for you. I wish you the best of luck in combating that feeling and be proud of yourself for living another day to bring happiness to us readers and pure joy to those closest to you.

I'm very glad you didn't go through with it. I'm told I am good at helping others vent and if you ever need to talk about issues, I'll listen (ColdSpike #2475 on Discord)

Hey, it happens sometimes. You're strong and brave, and I'm proud of you for stepping away from it.

So glad you're still here

You have the right to have downs and ups in your life, I still feel that you deserve more ups than the ones you get.
Please, stay safe, there Is people out there that cares about you and will love you no matter what.
I can only send you an imaginary hug, but that's all I can try to help.

Very happy to hear you've found the will to live again... it's not easy going through this. Such immense darkness... but you can keep it up. Keep being strong, have faith that light can shine again. I've been there before when I lost my childhood friend for the same reason, you can do it I promise! These are the words I would give anything to say to my friend if it would've stopped him, and there are definitely people that love you that feel this way about you, I just know it, even if I dont know you.
I'd be happy to talk and help in any way but I dont expect youd want anything from a stranger. So i just wish you the best, stay strong!

You really need to calm down and try not to kill yourself.

the feels man D':

oh god the feels are coming back!