I literally am. I am ripping my ass to do everything on time - to do housework, to be a good partner, to study, to work and so-so-so many "TOs" and can do nothing well. I am 20, there are no people aroung me, and ends poorely meet ends. Drawing on FA is my only income (yeah, I know, it's quite dumm from my side) and I constantly try to improve my skills but it feels like trying to break a stone wall with my forehead. It's just...Don't really know why I am writing all this, it won't help, just will make me look miserable.