
I mentioned on my FB that I'd had this daydrea- IDEA! Yes, an idea at work the other night while I was sleepin- THINKING! Thinking, yes, I was thinking really hard with my eyes shut, leaning into a digital lensometer at my desk. And this beautiful notion entered my head, entered my heart, from something... something very incredible my loving new beau said to me while we were lying in bed. He said something I couldn't have asked to hear but he just out and said...
It was very touching to me and had me thinking pretty hard for a while, made me cry more than once...
For my lover
Dratis and to our future. Who knows? It could happen...
Thank you Lucien, for screwing with my head for long enough to realize I deserved better than you.
Thank you Crys for kicking me in my fuzzy Skunkubus butt and getting me into this *laughs*.
And thank you, Jami. I love you.
It was very touching to me and had me thinking pretty hard for a while, made me cry more than once...
For my lover

Thank you Lucien, for screwing with my head for long enough to realize I deserved better than you.
Thank you Crys for kicking me in my fuzzy Skunkubus butt and getting me into this *laughs*.
And thank you, Jami. I love you.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
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Thank you love. *gushes* Gods, but Jami can be so sweet to me sometimes, it's like he has this internal sensor that says "Warning, Ashley wants you to kiss her within the next 5, 4, 3..." and then he does. And what he said to inspire this picture... *swoons* ... I love my man.
You know, I had never looked at this image that way... *tilts her head* I'd only thought of it in terms of Rane and Ashley casting big loving hearts at each other and the little one inside mah tummy just beaming up to each of us a tiny lil' heart, one for mummy, one for dad. Interesting new outlook love, thank you....
Actually, you, specifically, had more to do with our relationship blooming and my decision to come clean to myself than I think I've ever said.
All the hurts I was was carrying around with me, all the secrets of a neglectful abusive relationship, hiding away for Jenn's sake, your fluidity and accepting spiritual nature really cleared away a bit of the fog for me I think, love. In a way I think our conversations opened me up to the notion that maybe I was fighting a fight with no purpose any longer than carrying out it's existence for it's own sake. Seeing you and Askari, the manner in which you conducted yourself, yourselves, I think this was when I began to actually open myself up to the notion of allowing myself to feel for someone again, to set aside my adherence to a code of conduct that really benefitted no one in practice but a fiction, a mirage at best.
*smiles* And when you convinced the boy to just suck it up and ask to share my bed for a night. ... that was priceless. Thank you Oki.
All the hurts I was was carrying around with me, all the secrets of a neglectful abusive relationship, hiding away for Jenn's sake, your fluidity and accepting spiritual nature really cleared away a bit of the fog for me I think, love. In a way I think our conversations opened me up to the notion that maybe I was fighting a fight with no purpose any longer than carrying out it's existence for it's own sake. Seeing you and Askari, the manner in which you conducted yourself, yourselves, I think this was when I began to actually open myself up to the notion of allowing myself to feel for someone again, to set aside my adherence to a code of conduct that really benefitted no one in practice but a fiction, a mirage at best.
*smiles* And when you convinced the boy to just suck it up and ask to share my bed for a night. ... that was priceless. Thank you Oki.
Hey, its what I do...you are more than welcome love, but of all the things I doubt in this life~for what ever reason the Goddess whispers in my Yote head...you deserve to be happy...I know that for certain.
And I had a feeling you wanted him to be beside you as well, so I just sped the plow.
And I had a feeling you wanted him to be beside you as well, so I just sped the plow.
Oh I'm not forgetting my friends love. I'm not. You for example owe me a night of drinking and fun and showing me what's so great about this "Rug-bee" you like so much. *smiles* And scotch definitely sounds like a great way to start the "Rug-bee appreciation day" festivities.
Oh love, I hope it stays with you for the rest of your days, I really do. It's so wonderful to find that special someone isn't it? It's like you look back, wondering what kind of fog that was you used to walk in, seeing the world in that light, until you find this person, this one strangely wonderful person, who makes everything else shine in some wonderful weird way by just being there and holding you close.... *beams*
You jerk...
Just like when we were at the liquor store... I am now all teary again, thanks to you and you being so incredibly sweet to me, and the problem is, I don't have Crys to run up to and tug on her sleeve and show her how wonderful *sniffles* and amazing *sniffs* and perfect to me you are... So now I'm going to have to go wake up Nelson and pester him like the love-retarded girl I am and drag him downstairs make him read what you wrote and explain it to him and watch him roll his eyes and laugh and then go back to bed and I love you and you're wonderful and I wanna hold you in may arms and bake you cookies and rape-blow you and keep you forever and ever and I'm rambling so I'm going to shut up now.
*ahem* I love you, darling. Only you.
Just like when we were at the liquor store... I am now all teary again, thanks to you and you being so incredibly sweet to me, and the problem is, I don't have Crys to run up to and tug on her sleeve and show her how wonderful *sniffles* and amazing *sniffs* and perfect to me you are... So now I'm going to have to go wake up Nelson and pester him like the love-retarded girl I am and drag him downstairs make him read what you wrote and explain it to him and watch him roll his eyes and laugh and then go back to bed and I love you and you're wonderful and I wanna hold you in may arms and bake you cookies and rape-blow you and keep you forever and ever and I'm rambling so I'm going to shut up now.
*ahem* I love you, darling. Only you.
*beams, blushing* Thank you love... You know how low Jenn dropped me, how much lower I dropped myself and just how happy Jami has made me again.
Thank you for the compliments love. I'm hoping that if I'm broke enough I'll have more time to improve myself, as lately I've done far too little artwork...
Thank you for the compliments love. I'm hoping that if I'm broke enough I'll have more time to improve myself, as lately I've done far too little artwork...
Oh Gosh....cutesssies....
Well, I'm a bit flustered to comment clearly on this one. *blushes* I dream of bein' a mommy sometimes, too. You actually got the goods-partway, atleast- though, don't ya?. Curiosities, curiosities...
Why are pregnant tummies just the cutest thing everrrr? X3 that's the real question!
Well, I'm a bit flustered to comment clearly on this one. *blushes* I dream of bein' a mommy sometimes, too. You actually got the goods-partway, atleast- though, don't ya?. Curiosities, curiosities...
Why are pregnant tummies just the cutest thing everrrr? X3 that's the real question!
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