You know, I don't know where or when else I would post this concept. But I felt like getting it out there.
Did you know my intense fetish-y fascination with bathroom accidents started as a phobia first? Well, not like it ever went away. Your greatest fear and your greatest excitement being two sides of the same coin can be...Exhausting. Searching for material you might be interested in gratification-wise may end up being like walking through a mine-field--you might find something you wish you never read or witnessed.
I've tried to be sensitive about this before, but the truth is that trauma associated with accidents is something I have, admittedly ran into others and indirectly or directly inflamed. If there's anything I regret during my time expressing myself, it's that this ever happened.
That being said, I did want to explain how sometimes it's possible to want to explore the worse possible scenarios you can think of in order to 'normalize' it, whether with or without the help of various forms of gratification to help it along.
This character was what came out as I first began to explore scenarios that split my heart in two like the opening of a candy wrapper. To be honest, I couldn't go any further. I had to take a break from exploring it.
Sometimes I kind of wonder if it's a good thing that I, or others like me, feel the need to push ourselves like this.
Did you know my intense fetish-y fascination with bathroom accidents started as a phobia first? Well, not like it ever went away. Your greatest fear and your greatest excitement being two sides of the same coin can be...Exhausting. Searching for material you might be interested in gratification-wise may end up being like walking through a mine-field--you might find something you wish you never read or witnessed.
I've tried to be sensitive about this before, but the truth is that trauma associated with accidents is something I have, admittedly ran into others and indirectly or directly inflamed. If there's anything I regret during my time expressing myself, it's that this ever happened.
That being said, I did want to explain how sometimes it's possible to want to explore the worse possible scenarios you can think of in order to 'normalize' it, whether with or without the help of various forms of gratification to help it along.
This character was what came out as I first began to explore scenarios that split my heart in two like the opening of a candy wrapper. To be honest, I couldn't go any further. I had to take a break from exploring it.
Sometimes I kind of wonder if it's a good thing that I, or others like me, feel the need to push ourselves like this.
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Same story for me. I love it as much as I'm afraid of it.
It surely feels like a coping mechanism and I think that, as long as it brings pleasure, it can't be a negative thing. However, if it involves us in traumatizing situations, then it's the case to stop and reflect: am I willing to feel those bad emotions in order to feel the good ones? Are these good feelings worth enough?
It surely feels like a coping mechanism and I think that, as long as it brings pleasure, it can't be a negative thing. However, if it involves us in traumatizing situations, then it's the case to stop and reflect: am I willing to feel those bad emotions in order to feel the good ones? Are these good feelings worth enough?
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