The only way to fit in is to not be yourself. o-o

That's deep on so many levels :v

Honestly... it is not really about fitting in.
But about "feeling right".
True. Her body was not made to "be" like that.
And she will never be human.
And yes. It might have started with a "desire to fit in".

But she is this right now.

This is what she has become.

It is what brought her where she is.
It might be a mess. But it defines her.
Therefore.
This is what feels right.
She would not be here if she did not do what she did.
Yes. She contorted her body in a way that is irreparable.
Yes she might look silly or monstrous.
Yes she would be better off just living as a spider.
But.
This IS who she is.
She would not be where she is now without doing what she did.
She would be a miserable spider hidden somewhere and scared for her life and hating herself and what she is.

All I can say, is that I hope that with everything she's done and doing, that she's happy.

Because really that's what life is for, to be happy.

eh... not yet... but she's getting there. It's "a work in progress"

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\o3o/ Still promising!

Happiness, true happiness is never easy to attain.

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If nothing else she could always become the singer of a Heavy Metal band!

Nah, she has a monotone voice that sounds really bad, she sucks at singing, it's like an autotuner set on the wrong tune.

Well if Justin Bieber can get a singing career then she can! :D

o3o But in all honestly. I'm trying to picture her voice now.

I would think listening to an off-key vocoder would pretty much sum it up. 🤣👍💖

o-o can't really picture it.

She always seemed so full of life, I can't picture her voice being monotone. :/

Maybe like Shodan from System Shock?

Oh, it was mentioned several times, that her voice looks like something out of a voder (which i misspelled as "vocoder", but that is a different thing). So she sounds similar to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rAyrmm7vv0

Interesting. But female in tone? Or exactly like that?

female, obviously. I wanted to give her a weirdly "eerie" voice tone to exacerbate the "alien-ness"

o-o well excellent job!

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There's always the Shelob route. Find a cozy cave and live in peace with no drama (as long as no Hobbits show up)

eh... she lived like that for 30 years, wanted to change her life. 😅