Ever have that nagging voice in the back of your head tell you what you will never be or do or see? Ever tried writing all those things down in one place and looking them over? It can be an interesting look at your fears.

I originally never intended to publish this, 'cause let's face it, it's just whiny drivel. Then I stumbled into the concept for the ending and it went from whiny list to work of art. It came to me pretty quickly, but I still ended up spending a few days smoothing it out, rearranging the order of things and grooming it. And I kept thinking up additional lines over that time, so I had to go get them down (before I forgot them) and find where best to slot them in.

I won't say "enjoy" because I'm not sure you're supposed to enjoy it, but maybe you can like it.