“Your light was so bright, and I was hidden from the sun for so long, I never realised it could do so much more than simply burn.”
Wanted to relax with something more personal between commissions.
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I've been blocked by the above person, but I'm going to keep this here, as a reminder of the type of toxic harassment I've been subjected to and so everyone else can see as well.
I've been DMed by this person for months, continuously. I have not made any attempts to retaliate, I have been trying to move on with my life. I've been trying to make new friends and allow the people who wanted to no longer be part of mine to do whatever they wanted. Did I agree with what they did to me? No. But I'm not going to hunt them down, I am not that kind of person. However these people are.
I've been messaged on anon accounts, attempts at block evading, commenting on my art with bitter remarks from multiple people and chastised for my personal life decisions that affect none of them for around 3 months now. In this time I have struggled with the results of that level of harassment and my mental health took a tremendous nosedive. I became suicidal to the point the police were involved and despite my desperate pleas for them to stop, they continued.
This is abuse.
This is toxicity.
Now I have finally found peace with myself, with my own being. You can hate me all you want, you can do whatever you like. I've accepted that this world is a terrible, disgusting place filled with people just like you, and if I want to survive in it, I need to love myself. I need to allow my own creativity and mind to be free from the loathing and bitterness you cling to. I hope you can find peace yourself one day, because hating someone for this long, letting it consume your every thought? It's no way to live.
Get help, you look pathetic.
In case they decide to hide their comment, here's a screencap of it.
I've been DMed by this person for months, continuously. I have not made any attempts to retaliate, I have been trying to move on with my life. I've been trying to make new friends and allow the people who wanted to no longer be part of mine to do whatever they wanted. Did I agree with what they did to me? No. But I'm not going to hunt them down, I am not that kind of person. However these people are.
I've been messaged on anon accounts, attempts at block evading, commenting on my art with bitter remarks from multiple people and chastised for my personal life decisions that affect none of them for around 3 months now. In this time I have struggled with the results of that level of harassment and my mental health took a tremendous nosedive. I became suicidal to the point the police were involved and despite my desperate pleas for them to stop, they continued.
This is abuse.
This is toxicity.
Now I have finally found peace with myself, with my own being. You can hate me all you want, you can do whatever you like. I've accepted that this world is a terrible, disgusting place filled with people just like you, and if I want to survive in it, I need to love myself. I need to allow my own creativity and mind to be free from the loathing and bitterness you cling to. I hope you can find peace yourself one day, because hating someone for this long, letting it consume your every thought? It's no way to live.
Get help, you look pathetic.
In case they decide to hide their comment, here's a screencap of it.
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