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I am not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say
'Cause we don't want your broken parts
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say
No one'll love you as you are
But I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown 'em out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in
We are bursting through the barricades and
Reaching for the sun (we are warriors)
Yeah, that's what we've become (yeah, that's what we've become)
I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown 'em out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
And I know that I deserve your love
There's nothing I'm not worthy of
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown 'em out
This is brave, this is bruised
This is who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come (look out 'cause here I come)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown 'em out
I'm gonna send a flood
Gonna drown 'em out
This is me
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Kou was alone, her mate had left for the night to go hunting, and she stood strong upon her rock. Her hazel eyes looking up at the moon, and all of the stars, the sky was beautiful shades of blue and purple and she felt it coming, a howl. She felt it deep within her being, she was ready to declare that she was here once more. That she was the Alphess of these lands, and that no matter what she would rule with strength and dignity. No one would ever come against her. Her onyx maw pulled back and she stamped her foot on the rock below her. Her jowls parted, and her eyes closed, and a howl that shook the lands reverberated from her vocal chords. It was beautiful, it was powerful and it sent a clear message that... THIS IS ME and that SHE was not going anywhere. Kou held her head upright, knowing that her mate had heard her howl of strength and power. Kou was back bitches, and no one was going to steal her joy.
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Artist's Notes:
This picture took two days, only because I was sitting here and knew I needed to wait and look at it with fresh eyes, the background is probably my favorite part of this, as I have never done a more beautiful sky than that, and it just is stunning. I love the moon as well as I have been experimenting again with different brushes and feel like I am getting better at backgrounds. My rocks are still a bit rough but I'm getting there :)
I feel like this picture says so much. I feel like I am marking my place on this earth, and that I am not going anywhere. I'm back, and I feel amazing about it. I feel the healing happening as every day passes and nothing is going to stop me from moving forward.
I have moments still which are rough and I do still have PTSD reactions to things and thats normal but I feel like mentally I am feeling wonderful, and just happier than I've ever been in a while. Its amazing.
So yeah, here is Kou howling, stating her place, stating that THIS IS ME DEAL WITH IT.
And its true, this is me, deal with it because I have grown, I have matured, and I have made changes to be a better person because I realized that I couldnt stand who I was, and if you cant handle it then fuck off. End of story. ~
Also, I have really been enjoying drawing now that I've got the hang of it :) WOOP.
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This Is Me © The Greatest Showman
Kou (C)
~Kou
Art (C)
~Kou
Category Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Wolf
Size 1280 x 738px
File Size 61.8 kB
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~Kou
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