Very nice.

thanks, but its not my work, its  KaiserFox 's

I noticed. You realy didn't need to repeat it so many times.

XD it was fun

D: that makes me sad

awww *hugs you tight* please dont be sad...

"holds him close whimpering hiding her face"

*holds you tight, lightly rbing your back* there there sweetheart *kisses the top of your head* there there

"calms down feeling his sweet touch and soft kiss knowing he is ok"

i love you sweetheart

i love you too hun

*cuddles you tight*

"nuzzles into him purring"

*snuggles you tight and kisses your forhead*

"purrs nuzzling into him"

*stares deeply into your eyes*

"stares into his eyes smiling as she purrs"

*snuggles you tightly*

loves you

i loves you more XD

yay

XD

:3

*kisses your ckeek sweetly and cuddles you tightly*

*cheek

"nuzzles into him close purring"

i luves you so so so much *snuggling and cuddling you happily, waging my tail*

i loves you too "wags her tail softly"

lol

^//^

your silly

XD i know <333
im fun though, arnt i? *giggles*

yes you are hun "licks his nose"

*smiles and blushes, staring deeply into your eyes*

"looks into his eye purring holding his hand"

*leans in slowly, smiling and kisses you tenderly on the lips as i close my eyes*

"kisses him back her eyes closing as she sat in his lap"

*cuddles you, kissing you deeply and lovingly*

"cuddles him purring into the kissing him deeply"

*snuggles you tight, wagging my tail like crazy, kissing you passionately*

"wraps her tail in his purring as they kiss"

*whispers aagainst your lips* i love you

"whispers againest his" i love you too

*cradles you tightly in my arms*

"giggles as she is craddled"

your so adorible ^^

awww really hun

yesh, sweetheart, really <3

"blushes purring"

*kisses your cheek*
*gets up and tugs on your arm* c'mon

"follows him as he tugs her arm as looks at him"

c'mon, we're going to my room ^^

ok hun can we countine you in notes

sure*eating ur guts*man u taste good

XD canibal!

(plz fav the original though... i didnt kake it...)

*make

mmmm.blood
(i did)

XD

(had to make sure... i dont like getting credit for stuff i didnt do)

(i do as long as the original get credit too)

(if i didnt do it, i dont like getting credit :/ )

marsha marsha marsha

question mark?

question mark?

explination point!

...?

braidie bunch

... uhhh huuuuu.......

*facepaw*

i know of the braidy bunch... i just never watched it...

i watch a parody of it

:/

lol.dont look at me like that

XD otay master <3

how come she get's blown up and i don't-*BOOM*

DAMN U TIKI IDOL!
XD

hey, ask us the sex question.
XD

lmao!i loove that parody XD

i wonder if they go for a new season.

hope so

ouch! heheeh

XD it tickles

Wow, Is amazing I need to know the artist

ikr?! he's amasing, isnt he?!
XD

xD

you are really talented dude!

where are your legs?!?!
ANGIE! GET THE SUTURES!
DAMMIT! don't your die on me dammit, COME ON!
*puts some organs together*
I WONT LET YOU DIE!
*uses healing touch and slows time*
come ooooonnnnn...
*stitches you up*
now for the legs.

XD

you ain't gonna die yet.

unfortunately...

what do you mean 'unfortunatly'!?!?

......

don't...think...about...SARAH!

*tears runing down his cheeks*

*sigh*
look, dude...
sarah, she found out you smoked, right?
she left you for that reason, maybe other reasons too...
but you cant hold on to something that wants your grip loosened.
you just...gotta let go.
only time will tell, whether she still likes you, or doesn't...
i say...drop her, if you you hold on, you'll be hurting more when you fall. if you let go, it won't hurt as long.
your choice...
*hugs*

*cries* its not that simple!!!
she IS the ONLY one for me... i actually LOVE her!
i cant just let go! ive tried! i cant!!!!

hehe how many people have you dated? there's sooo many people out in the world. yeah i used to think the same thing about someone who didn't care about me at all.

stop saying she's the one for you. the more you say that the more you're going to reinforce that belief in your head and justify how it's true. "BUT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! SHE REALLY IS THE ONE FOR ME!!" yeah if she was you wouldn't be so upset over her

i'm sorry if it sounds harsh, but it's reality man. think long and hard over what's been said, don't just immediately cry SHE'S THE ONLY ONNNNNNNNNNEEEEEE because that just says you're too bullheaded to listen to others, and that's not a trait girls want to see :p

ive dated, counting sarah, 8 girls in my lifetime...
and ive tried to look for other ppl and try to get over her for the last few months now (like 3 months...)
i cant look at other girls even close to the same way... i dont feel the same about anybody after being with her... i mean girls are just people now... im not the same perv i used to be before.... i mean that i have no temtation to 'look'... sarah's the only girl i care about like this...

look, ian.
sarah's gone, all you've got left of her are memories.
i'm trying not to be harsh but i guess i have too...
like fire said, she isn't the only one, she dropped you, and left.
are you going to wait for sarah to pick you up? or are you going to use YOUR hands and YOUR legs to get back up?
we've given you support, but yet you continue to wait for her.
GET UP MAN! she isn't the only one that can lift you up, someone else can, and you can.
what are you going to choose...

...i... i dont know...
im sorry...

it's okay...
you just have to trust what you believe.
not what her friends say.

... i dont know... i dont know what i belive... theres so many people screaming back and forth in my head and my hearts beyond lost... *hugs you tight* thank you for putting up with me man... it really means a lot
...im just not sure what i should do any more...

just, walk alone.
no sarah.
maybe us in thought.
just...enjoy your summer.
wait...
summer school...
...
...
...
...crud.

plus punishments for feiling in the first place... and having to work back the 200 dollars it costs to go to summer school...
...i feel like im going insane...
im not the same moster i used to be... growing a heart turned me into a far more pathedic creature...
ho often do you find someone who truely hatess their own guts? not just saying it or it being temporary...
i am, flat out, my own bane, my own worst enemy...

but growing a heart, made you open to the public.
you release the very center of youself to chat with us, and be able to feel the ways you do.
i would rather have a heart, than be a monster.

i kinda wish i was still the heartless monster...
i wouldnt feel all this pain and misery... i would cry... i wouldnt be as pathedic and useless...
back then, i used to pick fights so i could get my ass kicked... i loved to feel pain cuz it was the only thing i could feel... this emotional pai... this is somthing i cant really handle... since ive grown a heart, ive become so weak... now that i actually can feel, pain hurts...
.... i sometimes think to myself "would it be better if i never met sarah?"
i wouldnt feel pain, i wouldnt cry, i wouldnt be going through what i am... but i also was thinking about killing myself back then because i was sick of not being able to feel...
she braught me the greatest joys in my life, but also the greatest pains... the scale keeps rocking back and forth...

ian, drop her, forget her.
you grew a heart so you you can feel. yet you say you feel only pain.
no, you don't. you've felt joy, happiness and laughter.
to me, you gotta feel differently.
be like me. i'm happy every day, never sad or angry. also, i only have hug buddies at school, never girlfriends.
the reason why is cause i don't want to feel the way you do.
so...just be happy and forget about sarah. you have other friends, both in rl and here.

its not that simple though... i cant get her out of my head... ive been trying, really hard... it may not seem like it, but its true... my ipod helps, but its only a temporary effect...

now its like what fire said. you keep saying 'its not that simple'
quite frankly it is that simple, even though i think back to bad times, i don't let them get to me.
if it does, well shit then, i'm screwed.

i dont control my mind! it plagues me! DX

then at least try...

to controll my mind?! IVE BEEN TRYING TO CONTROLL THE SHIT IN MYHEAD NEARLY ALL MY LIFE AS FAR AS I CAN REMEMBER!!!! ITS NOY POSSIBLE!!!

why...

my brain controls itself... its evil... my brain does anything it wants and i have no contrall over any of it... its just the way it is...

now i must say something my brother said to me.
i had a fear of turning on the shower (it makes a loud screeching noise) and he said, "come on mark, you have to show it who wears the pant's in the family."
after that, turning on the shower isn't so bad now.

you can do it. you just have to try.

dude? scared of turning on the shower? whatever dude...

look, i got will power, but my evil shit mind is stronger.... this has been a power struggle as far back as i can remember (since i was four... maybe even further back than that...)

hey, i was scared because when i was 11, i was taking a bath and waiting for it to fill up, then i turned off the cold water and turned the hot water tap. a few seconds later, it shot off and barely grazed my ear. you try not being terrified to turn taps!

also, how is your mind evil?

oh dude, i cant light a match cuz i accidently lit my hand on fire once.... my dad called me a pussy cuz we were playing with fireworks and i was too scared to light em myself...

its always looking for some way to screw me over and take other ppl down as well... its my "my brain has to either be on or not at all" thing that created a lot of shit between me and sarah... before the summer shitfest... wether my brains on or not it scews me over...

so far, your brain hasn't taken over this conversation.
that shows you have some control over your brain.

its more in person, whare you cant edit what you say/ do...

i'm sure you can't screw it up with me in rl.
and out of curiosity. write everything you've held to say to me.
you said you can edit your chat, and i'm pretty sure you've wanted to say something horrid to me.
so, give me your best shot.

no... im not going to try to be mean... im not like that...
your a really nice guy, im not gonna try to be mean...

exactly, you have control over what you say. over time, you will control yourself.

i dont have control over it, im just not mean to people who are nice to me...

then that means it's just who you are.
you treat people as they treat you.

for the most part, yeah...

im sorry ive been boing such a bitch...
*crying* i dont mean to act like this... its... its really complicated... i cant even begin to describe all these feelings and crap.................. im sorry...............

it's alright ian, everyone goes through this at some point, and most people can understand where you're coming from.

it took me like, 4 months to get over my ex, but he treated me like shit so it was a little easier to get over him. during that time i played wow and hung out with my guy friends who were all in their mid 20s (LOL IS THAT WEIRD OR WHAT) but i learned a lot from them from talking on ventrilo. (including some things i never wish i would have learned about.. like mr. hands)

but really, i was exactly like you were when my ex broke up with me :P i posted a lot of emo journals, i cried almost every night and eventually people just stopped responding to them, which i guess also helped me get out of my depression.

either way, like stickdude said, you gotta pick yourself up at this time. listen: if she doesn't want you, she doesn't want you.

but i got so many mixed messages... im friends with a few of her friends... they say a lot of stuff like "its not that she doesnt like you or anything, its more like she doesnt know what to do" "she cares about you wether it seems like it or not" "i can tell by how she looked at you, she still wants you"
then when i saw her, if she looked at me, it would always be an angry glare...

mister hands? XD

lol. mr. hands ruined my christmas, i was up utnil like 5 am christmas day talking on ventrilo with my friends and one of them was like HEY GUYS FOLLOW THIS LINK I WANT YOU TO SEE THIS.. yeah i'm sooo disturbed from that. search for it at your own risk >__>

anyway. if her friends are telling you that, the best thing you can do is just be up front with her about that. "do you want me or not?" cause you can't sit around and wait forever if she's just playing you

but she wouldnt talk to me... she yelled at me to get away from her... she sounded kinda like she was about to cry... i paniced and didnt know what to do, so i went to class... schools over now so i have no way to try to talk to her now...