i'm so sorry that you have to have a body, oh yeah
i'm very sorry that you have to have a body

one that will hurt you and be the subject of so much of your fear
it will betray you
be used against you
then it will fail on you, my dear

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dude i am SO sick of my ever growing laundry list of body problems without solutions. drew this before going to urgent care for a really bad flare up last night, finished it up today. they didn't find anything majorly wrong, but they did notice some inflammation and prescribed me high-dose alleve. that is helping! but fuck i am Exhausted trying to find doctors and get any relief from this Suffering

i'll be fine, i'll keep going but wish life would just stop for a bit so i can rest and get help. fuck.