good god...this sounds quite harsh and....well also is
i have no idea who you are talking to, and i guess its also better that way D:
sorry that you needed to keep up with something like that qwq

Me harsh or the situation harsh, cause honestly i might be acting harsh rn in the moment >.>

the situation is quite a harsh one, this is basically betrayal and abuse on some deeper levels then the obvious one. so your reaction to it is just bound to happen, noone can just stay all the time positive with such a personality in their sorroundings qwq
But i hope you feel better after letting this out, it can be bad if you just let it sit inside you and fester QwQ

This theme hits home, I've had this happen more often than I'd like. Some folks just seem to have internal struggles that they aren't sure how to deal with, or just.. don't actually know what it is they want, or how to communicate it.

I dunno. It hurts every time it happens, and there's not always anything you can do about it. Some friends will come and go, there's often nobody really to blame, and try to make sure you aren't accidentally doing this same thing to someone else. *hugs*

Sad it happens so often especially in this community it seems.

Experiencing this really made me super worried about how i might be treating everyone, so hopefully I'm not accidently doing it to someone >.>

i know how you feel. you try being a good friend to people yet they dont return to care.
hope you find people that actually understand that a friendship is a 2 way street. and dont start blaming you for their mistakes.

Did find some people actually, and open to more :3
only reason I'm not in that depressive state anymore

I... Get that from both sides, honestly. I've had my share of being on the end of raven, but on the end you have later on in life. It's not always easy to know what's bothering someone and it's sometimes the case that the person bothered doesn't always know either. They just... Feel that way. There's a maturity in understanding and divorcing it from blame, though. That's where the raven really went wrong, but... Sometimes there is only so much one person can do to get into the mind of another when they can't give a clearer answer.

They aren't right to blame you at all in this case, absolutely. It's just a shame they can't be more clear about what it was that did them damage or did them wrong to you. Maybe they didn't know how to be.

Either way, so long as you yourself are gonna be alright, focus on your happy and the people who will help promote that. Been a long time since we talked, but I wouldn't mind saying hello a bit more.

You always got the most thought out responses. I don't even think they know what did the damage, guess it was just too far along at that point or something. And yeh, I'd be up for taking more

I sent ya a request on Discord. You should see it with the name 'Ty' on it.

Thing is, it's sometimes hard to know how to... How to really put out those feelings in the right way. There's all these feelings that feel like they're all vying for attention and. It can hurt like crazy at times and people may not know how to solve it. I agree that people can blame others for their problems as well and it's not right as well. It's sometimes that they don't know how to solve it and that anger gets so wayward that it finds a target, intentional or not. ...Believe me, I've done that before and I've felt like the biggest asshole after it.

I've also been hit with it by others to where I don't really blame them, but it makes the interactions afterward awkward knowing that it may happen again at the flip of a switch in someone's mind. It's a difficult place to be.

Sad to hear that this happened to you as well.
It happened with me as well sadly, as i seen this comic it felt soo damn related to my case.
Hope things get better for you bud.

Thanks
Things already better thankfully, just sometimes see something that brings it up again

:(
At least you can reassure yourself in that you did what you could ; thus you have nothing (that we know of, obviously) to blame on yourself.
I sincerely wish you all the best.
And if you feel like it, you know how to reach me :>