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Lynn's Satinic Diary
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Dommerik with a story written by them of their character Lynn becoming Satina.
Week 1:
Hi, this is Lynn. I've decided to keep a little journal checking up on myself after something that happened yesterday and last night. While on a walk in the woods near my house, it appears I've found some sort of strange red markings on the ground in a clearing. I found them by accidentally stepping in the middle of them, and I swear I saw them glow! When they glew, it appeared they took the shape of some sort of pentagram.
Initially I thought I was paranoid. I usually am about paranormal activity of this sort, but what happened last night only cemented my belief that something was wrong. When I went to bed, I had a nightmare where some sort of shadowy figure claimed that my body, mind, and even soul were forfeit. Now, this could just be a strange subconscious thing in my head trying to create some sort of self-fulfilling prophecy, but I don't like to make this kind of stuff up! All I can do is hope that it was nothing. Let's see how the rest of the week goes.
Week 2:
The first week went by without much of a hassle after the initial incident. I've been keeping to myself for the most part about it, save for this journal. For a few days, I was afraid to go back to check for the supposed pentagram I found in the woods, but I eventually went back. However, returning to the clearing, I found no sign of the markings, and no sign they were ever there to begin with! I swear they were there, I wasn't seeing things!
I haven't had any strange dreams this week either, but every time I woke up, I felt a bit warmer than usual. Checking my temperature, it's around 98.8 degrees fahrenheit, which is around the average, if not very slightly warmer. I don't have any other signs of a fever either, and as far as I know, I haven't been exposed to any sick people lately since I hardly leave the house nowadays. Probably nothing, but we'll see how this next week goes too.
Week 3:
This week, I went out to eat with my friends, who noted I was looking a bit more stressed than usual. When I asked why they thought that, they pointed out that my hair was looking thinner, and my face more red. I didn't know what they meant at first, but checking myself in the mirror, I compared my look to an old photo and now see that I am indeed looking a bit more stressed. How did my hair thin so quickly? Was it always like that? I don't even know anymore.
I still feel warmer than usual, even after a full week has passed since I first read my temperature. Reading my temperature again, it now appears to be 99 degrees fahrenheit. I plan on going to the doctor next week to make sure everything is alright. This could still just be my paranoia and anxiety subconsciously causing me to stress out over something that's actually nothing, but I don't really know at this point. Guess we'll have to wait for the doctor to see me.
Week 4:
Back from the doctor. She took my vitals and found nothing too extraordinary aside from my increased temperature. Heart rate, oxygen, and blood pressure were seemingly normal, and my breathing seemed okay too. Although I wasn't having any head or body aches to go with my increased temperature of 99.8 degrees fahrenheit, she suggested I take a fever reducer like acetaminophen or even ibuprofen. I'll try that out and see how my fever is by next week.
This seems to have relieved some stress from me, but I noticed I was still looking quite redder than usual and my hair was looking even thinner! At this rate, I'll go bald in a month! I've shaved my head a few times before and thought it looked good then, maybe I should try that out again next week.
Week 5:
At the start of this week, I shaved my head entirely clean. A few days ago, I noticed stubble growing back, but only around the back and sides. Feeling my head now, I can't feel a sign of any hair on the top of my head at this point. I don't know if it's the shaving cream I used or something else, but I'm kinda concerned that my hair won't grow back. Now, I was probably gonna keep the bald look eventually, but so soon after my hair was thinning? Things are going by fast.
In nearly all types of lighting, my skin looks quite pinkish red. Its hue seems to have darkened too. Perhaps this has something to do with my temperature, which despite taking fever reducing medication for, is now at 100 degrees fahrenheit! I should be feeling really sick right now, but instead, I feel more spry than ever now that my hair's gone. Hopefully, I'm not spreading a sickness to people I know. We'll see how people like the bald look I've got now, though.
Week 6:
My friends were rather positively receptive about my new hairdo (or lack thereof.) However, at the start of this week, I shaved my head again, or at least the back and sides. Now, not even the back and sides are growing stubble! My facial hair is looking thinner than usual too. When I reached to feel the top of my head again today, I felt a few nubs atop it. Are these some sort of razor bumps, or did I unknowingly hit my head on something? I don't know anymore.
My skin is still looking quite red, but not only that, the sclerae of my eyes are looking yellow. Did I catch jaundice somehow? I haven't been overdoing the fever reducing medication, and in fact I kinda stopped taking it this week since it wasn't helping. In fact, I don't even feel like recording a temperature for this week, since I just think it'll only get hotter. I would expect to feel sicker as a result of my temperature raising, but instead, I'm feeling even more fit than I've been in a while. This is strange, because I've lost quite a few pounds the past month or so. In fact, I lost over a dozen pounds! I feel smaller in general too - perhaps it's my diet.
Week 7:
I haven't touched my razor in a week, and I'm still bald. Bald scalp, bald sides and back, and now a bald face aside from my eyebrows and eyelashes. All my facial hair is gone too, and I feel like I've got a baby face as a result! I genuinely look younger despite the lack of hair.. but I still look very strange. My skin is less pink, and more red at this point. My eyes are even more yellow than before, and even my usually hazel irises are looking jaundiced too. I may be seeing things, but I swear that even my pupils are looking more catty than usual.
Despite not really exercising aside from the occasional squats and jumping jacks, I like I've lost weight again. This is strange because I've also been eating more. Eating out with my friends again, they noticed how many sweets I ordered to go with my food, and they even took note of my teeth. Looking at them now, they definitely look sharper. I don't even know what's going on anymore, I might need to go to the doctor again. I'll see if I can get in next week.
Week 8:
Well, nearly a month after my first doctor's visit, and they noticed some changes. For the first time in weeks, my temperature was taken again. 110! They asked if I've been exposed to excessive heat, which I most certainly have not been since my room has constant air conditioning turned on. My other vitals looked normal too, but they noticed I didn't only lose weight, but height as well! I uh.. feel odd for not noticing it, and so do my friends, but I've lost a full foot in height! Not only that, but I went from 150 pounds since my first visit to 125!
They sent me to the hospital lab to do bloodwork and x-rays, with the latter investigating the nubs on my head which are now more prominent than ever. After a few days of waiting, the blood test nor x-rays could properly diagnose what was happening to me. To be quite honest, I don't know what could even be happening to me, but I'm almost certain that pentagram in the woods had something to do with it! I might have to go visit that place again this week.
Week 9:
Wow! I've got SOOO much to tell you! Turns out that pentagram WAS back in the woods again, and I couldn't help but stand in the middle of it. A few months ago, I was terrified of this whole pentagram stuff, but now I think it's really cool! When I stood there, it glowed again, which was awesome! This time, I heard like, voices and stuff! I think they called me by name, which was a little spooky but at the same time still cool.
When I went to sleep that night, I dreamt of my body being changed even further. It was like my head was growing horns from those nubs, and I was growing a pair of wings and a tail. Even my feet were looking more like hooves, I think. They spoke to me again, and asked if I like these changes. I would've said no a few weeks ago, but now, I really do!
When I woke up, I found out that my nails were sharper, and two of my fingers wouldn't separate from each other. But uh.. I don't need five functional fingers anyway. Some of my toes were looking like they were in a similar situation too. I felt shorter too, I must've lost another few inches.
Looking in the mirror, my skin was VERY red, and the nubs on my head grew bigger too. Not only that, but I found nubs on my back and by my butt! I think the dreams and the pentagram are connected, and that's probably why all this stuff is happening. At this point, I kinda don't wanna prevent it. I wanna see where this goes now! I might visit that pentagram again tomorrow.
Week 10:
Okay, so I've visited that pentagram place a few more times this week, and it's still there. I didn't tell my friends though, because it's my little secret at this point. Since this week, a few important things have happened: I'VE GROWN WINGS AND A TAIL! The tail's got a pointed tip, and it moves around whenever I feel things! My wings also grew in at the same time, fluttering around sometimes with my new tail! Some of my fingers kinda like... fused together or something, while the rest grew in size. My feet also went the same way, looking more like hooves!
Some other things have been happening to the rest of my body too. I've definitely lost like two feet at this point since a few months ago. My weight is probably under 100 at this point, but I still feel great! My little nubs are growing into like, horns, and stuff, but the voices in my now recurring dreams told me that's natural. All of this shrinking though means I can't fit into any of my old clothes anymore. They said I should just go without them, to which I agree! Not wearing anything feels great!
This also helped me notice that my body lost something else that I'm not too eager to talk about here. Let's just say I don't really feel all that manly anymore. In fact, I feel rather girly. Not to say that's a problem, I think I look good! My eyes, now looking REALLY yellow, have more prominent eyelashes than ever, and they kinda fit my round head.
My friends came over to find me looking much shorter, balder, and uh.. girlier. They said I looked demonic too. They think I've been possessed, which kinda makes sense now that I think about it, but I feel better now than I've ever been! They said I should go talk to a priest next week, which I reluctantly agreed to. Maaaybe after I visit that pentagram again.
week 11:
that priest visit stinked!!! going to the church made me feel queasy with all of those statues and stick thingies on the walls. i scared the priest and he spritzed me with holy water, which hurt! i ran out of the church and went back home. i ain't ever going back to there again!! i'd rather talk to those dream demons again. i felt them massaging my horns and wings, molding my face even further, and even giving me a new name! they called me... satina. that's a great name! i don't think my friends liked it though.
they wanna send in more priests and stuff to look at me, which they wanna do soon. i think they wanna 'fix' me, but why fix what ain't broken right??? i think they're just jealous cus i got wings and they don't! plus i learned to breathe smoke n stuff, so that's why my temperature's been so high! cool! i also learned from the dream demons how to draw pentagrams like the one in the woods, also cool! i might try that out next week before those humans try to exorcise me. they said i should keep logs like these for this week and the next one.
week 12:
a lotta things happened this week! the day those humans tried to exorcise me, i drew a pentagram in front of them! after that, a big red hand grabbed me and brought me home. i dunno why i thought that old place was home with all of its painted walls n stuff. this place is definitely home! i can tell cus it's got fire, brimstone, and lots of cool caverns! plus my mommy's there, her name's lucia! she says she REALLY missed me, and i missed her too! i hope she wasn't too scared about me being gone for a few months...
a few days later, i went to see my dad, dave. he missed me too - he was gonna put my face on milk cartons n stuff! speaking of that, i saw a picture of someone of some guy named lynn on one of dad's newspapers. they said he got possessed by a demon or something! he looked familiar for some reason... maybe i'll look around for him next time i'm at mommy's place.
week 13:
i didn't find that lynn guy at mommys but me mom and dad went out for ice cream! i dunno what else to write about in this journal so i hope those other demons like what i wrote about. i havent checked the rest of the pages since i wrote them so i dunno whats all in them anymore and i kinda dont care. maybe theyll take my journal as it is though so i hope they like what i wrote!
week 13 and a half:
i found those demons who were talking to me in my dreams! they said they didnt know where that lynn guy was or who he was. hmm. oh well! i kinda dont know why i was looking for him anyway at this point cus its been a while since i remembered that name. i dont think mommy or daddy will know about it either so ill drop it. tomorrow ill hand those dream demons my journal here and maybe ill get an a plus for writing or something! i bet daddy will be really proud!!!
Dommerik with a story written by them of their character Lynn becoming Satina.Week 1:
Hi, this is Lynn. I've decided to keep a little journal checking up on myself after something that happened yesterday and last night. While on a walk in the woods near my house, it appears I've found some sort of strange red markings on the ground in a clearing. I found them by accidentally stepping in the middle of them, and I swear I saw them glow! When they glew, it appeared they took the shape of some sort of pentagram.
Initially I thought I was paranoid. I usually am about paranormal activity of this sort, but what happened last night only cemented my belief that something was wrong. When I went to bed, I had a nightmare where some sort of shadowy figure claimed that my body, mind, and even soul were forfeit. Now, this could just be a strange subconscious thing in my head trying to create some sort of self-fulfilling prophecy, but I don't like to make this kind of stuff up! All I can do is hope that it was nothing. Let's see how the rest of the week goes.
Week 2:
The first week went by without much of a hassle after the initial incident. I've been keeping to myself for the most part about it, save for this journal. For a few days, I was afraid to go back to check for the supposed pentagram I found in the woods, but I eventually went back. However, returning to the clearing, I found no sign of the markings, and no sign they were ever there to begin with! I swear they were there, I wasn't seeing things!
I haven't had any strange dreams this week either, but every time I woke up, I felt a bit warmer than usual. Checking my temperature, it's around 98.8 degrees fahrenheit, which is around the average, if not very slightly warmer. I don't have any other signs of a fever either, and as far as I know, I haven't been exposed to any sick people lately since I hardly leave the house nowadays. Probably nothing, but we'll see how this next week goes too.
Week 3:
This week, I went out to eat with my friends, who noted I was looking a bit more stressed than usual. When I asked why they thought that, they pointed out that my hair was looking thinner, and my face more red. I didn't know what they meant at first, but checking myself in the mirror, I compared my look to an old photo and now see that I am indeed looking a bit more stressed. How did my hair thin so quickly? Was it always like that? I don't even know anymore.
I still feel warmer than usual, even after a full week has passed since I first read my temperature. Reading my temperature again, it now appears to be 99 degrees fahrenheit. I plan on going to the doctor next week to make sure everything is alright. This could still just be my paranoia and anxiety subconsciously causing me to stress out over something that's actually nothing, but I don't really know at this point. Guess we'll have to wait for the doctor to see me.
Week 4:
Back from the doctor. She took my vitals and found nothing too extraordinary aside from my increased temperature. Heart rate, oxygen, and blood pressure were seemingly normal, and my breathing seemed okay too. Although I wasn't having any head or body aches to go with my increased temperature of 99.8 degrees fahrenheit, she suggested I take a fever reducer like acetaminophen or even ibuprofen. I'll try that out and see how my fever is by next week.
This seems to have relieved some stress from me, but I noticed I was still looking quite redder than usual and my hair was looking even thinner! At this rate, I'll go bald in a month! I've shaved my head a few times before and thought it looked good then, maybe I should try that out again next week.
Week 5:
At the start of this week, I shaved my head entirely clean. A few days ago, I noticed stubble growing back, but only around the back and sides. Feeling my head now, I can't feel a sign of any hair on the top of my head at this point. I don't know if it's the shaving cream I used or something else, but I'm kinda concerned that my hair won't grow back. Now, I was probably gonna keep the bald look eventually, but so soon after my hair was thinning? Things are going by fast.
In nearly all types of lighting, my skin looks quite pinkish red. Its hue seems to have darkened too. Perhaps this has something to do with my temperature, which despite taking fever reducing medication for, is now at 100 degrees fahrenheit! I should be feeling really sick right now, but instead, I feel more spry than ever now that my hair's gone. Hopefully, I'm not spreading a sickness to people I know. We'll see how people like the bald look I've got now, though.
Week 6:
My friends were rather positively receptive about my new hairdo (or lack thereof.) However, at the start of this week, I shaved my head again, or at least the back and sides. Now, not even the back and sides are growing stubble! My facial hair is looking thinner than usual too. When I reached to feel the top of my head again today, I felt a few nubs atop it. Are these some sort of razor bumps, or did I unknowingly hit my head on something? I don't know anymore.
My skin is still looking quite red, but not only that, the sclerae of my eyes are looking yellow. Did I catch jaundice somehow? I haven't been overdoing the fever reducing medication, and in fact I kinda stopped taking it this week since it wasn't helping. In fact, I don't even feel like recording a temperature for this week, since I just think it'll only get hotter. I would expect to feel sicker as a result of my temperature raising, but instead, I'm feeling even more fit than I've been in a while. This is strange, because I've lost quite a few pounds the past month or so. In fact, I lost over a dozen pounds! I feel smaller in general too - perhaps it's my diet.
Week 7:
I haven't touched my razor in a week, and I'm still bald. Bald scalp, bald sides and back, and now a bald face aside from my eyebrows and eyelashes. All my facial hair is gone too, and I feel like I've got a baby face as a result! I genuinely look younger despite the lack of hair.. but I still look very strange. My skin is less pink, and more red at this point. My eyes are even more yellow than before, and even my usually hazel irises are looking jaundiced too. I may be seeing things, but I swear that even my pupils are looking more catty than usual.
Despite not really exercising aside from the occasional squats and jumping jacks, I like I've lost weight again. This is strange because I've also been eating more. Eating out with my friends again, they noticed how many sweets I ordered to go with my food, and they even took note of my teeth. Looking at them now, they definitely look sharper. I don't even know what's going on anymore, I might need to go to the doctor again. I'll see if I can get in next week.
Week 8:
Well, nearly a month after my first doctor's visit, and they noticed some changes. For the first time in weeks, my temperature was taken again. 110! They asked if I've been exposed to excessive heat, which I most certainly have not been since my room has constant air conditioning turned on. My other vitals looked normal too, but they noticed I didn't only lose weight, but height as well! I uh.. feel odd for not noticing it, and so do my friends, but I've lost a full foot in height! Not only that, but I went from 150 pounds since my first visit to 125!
They sent me to the hospital lab to do bloodwork and x-rays, with the latter investigating the nubs on my head which are now more prominent than ever. After a few days of waiting, the blood test nor x-rays could properly diagnose what was happening to me. To be quite honest, I don't know what could even be happening to me, but I'm almost certain that pentagram in the woods had something to do with it! I might have to go visit that place again this week.
Week 9:
Wow! I've got SOOO much to tell you! Turns out that pentagram WAS back in the woods again, and I couldn't help but stand in the middle of it. A few months ago, I was terrified of this whole pentagram stuff, but now I think it's really cool! When I stood there, it glowed again, which was awesome! This time, I heard like, voices and stuff! I think they called me by name, which was a little spooky but at the same time still cool.
When I went to sleep that night, I dreamt of my body being changed even further. It was like my head was growing horns from those nubs, and I was growing a pair of wings and a tail. Even my feet were looking more like hooves, I think. They spoke to me again, and asked if I like these changes. I would've said no a few weeks ago, but now, I really do!
When I woke up, I found out that my nails were sharper, and two of my fingers wouldn't separate from each other. But uh.. I don't need five functional fingers anyway. Some of my toes were looking like they were in a similar situation too. I felt shorter too, I must've lost another few inches.
Looking in the mirror, my skin was VERY red, and the nubs on my head grew bigger too. Not only that, but I found nubs on my back and by my butt! I think the dreams and the pentagram are connected, and that's probably why all this stuff is happening. At this point, I kinda don't wanna prevent it. I wanna see where this goes now! I might visit that pentagram again tomorrow.
Week 10:
Okay, so I've visited that pentagram place a few more times this week, and it's still there. I didn't tell my friends though, because it's my little secret at this point. Since this week, a few important things have happened: I'VE GROWN WINGS AND A TAIL! The tail's got a pointed tip, and it moves around whenever I feel things! My wings also grew in at the same time, fluttering around sometimes with my new tail! Some of my fingers kinda like... fused together or something, while the rest grew in size. My feet also went the same way, looking more like hooves!
Some other things have been happening to the rest of my body too. I've definitely lost like two feet at this point since a few months ago. My weight is probably under 100 at this point, but I still feel great! My little nubs are growing into like, horns, and stuff, but the voices in my now recurring dreams told me that's natural. All of this shrinking though means I can't fit into any of my old clothes anymore. They said I should just go without them, to which I agree! Not wearing anything feels great!
This also helped me notice that my body lost something else that I'm not too eager to talk about here. Let's just say I don't really feel all that manly anymore. In fact, I feel rather girly. Not to say that's a problem, I think I look good! My eyes, now looking REALLY yellow, have more prominent eyelashes than ever, and they kinda fit my round head.
My friends came over to find me looking much shorter, balder, and uh.. girlier. They said I looked demonic too. They think I've been possessed, which kinda makes sense now that I think about it, but I feel better now than I've ever been! They said I should go talk to a priest next week, which I reluctantly agreed to. Maaaybe after I visit that pentagram again.
week 11:
that priest visit stinked!!! going to the church made me feel queasy with all of those statues and stick thingies on the walls. i scared the priest and he spritzed me with holy water, which hurt! i ran out of the church and went back home. i ain't ever going back to there again!! i'd rather talk to those dream demons again. i felt them massaging my horns and wings, molding my face even further, and even giving me a new name! they called me... satina. that's a great name! i don't think my friends liked it though.
they wanna send in more priests and stuff to look at me, which they wanna do soon. i think they wanna 'fix' me, but why fix what ain't broken right??? i think they're just jealous cus i got wings and they don't! plus i learned to breathe smoke n stuff, so that's why my temperature's been so high! cool! i also learned from the dream demons how to draw pentagrams like the one in the woods, also cool! i might try that out next week before those humans try to exorcise me. they said i should keep logs like these for this week and the next one.
week 12:
a lotta things happened this week! the day those humans tried to exorcise me, i drew a pentagram in front of them! after that, a big red hand grabbed me and brought me home. i dunno why i thought that old place was home with all of its painted walls n stuff. this place is definitely home! i can tell cus it's got fire, brimstone, and lots of cool caverns! plus my mommy's there, her name's lucia! she says she REALLY missed me, and i missed her too! i hope she wasn't too scared about me being gone for a few months...
a few days later, i went to see my dad, dave. he missed me too - he was gonna put my face on milk cartons n stuff! speaking of that, i saw a picture of someone of some guy named lynn on one of dad's newspapers. they said he got possessed by a demon or something! he looked familiar for some reason... maybe i'll look around for him next time i'm at mommy's place.
week 13:
i didn't find that lynn guy at mommys but me mom and dad went out for ice cream! i dunno what else to write about in this journal so i hope those other demons like what i wrote about. i havent checked the rest of the pages since i wrote them so i dunno whats all in them anymore and i kinda dont care. maybe theyll take my journal as it is though so i hope they like what i wrote!
week 13 and a half:
i found those demons who were talking to me in my dreams! they said they didnt know where that lynn guy was or who he was. hmm. oh well! i kinda dont know why i was looking for him anyway at this point cus its been a while since i remembered that name. i dont think mommy or daddy will know about it either so ill drop it. tomorrow ill hand those dream demons my journal here and maybe ill get an a plus for writing or something! i bet daddy will be really proud!!!
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