I..

guess there really IS.. a light at the end of the tunnel, huh..?

Thank you. All of you. For quite literally saving my life.

I know I had no part in it, but I'm really glad for the way things played out. There will be bumps along the way, but here's to hoping its all uphill from here.

Of course. We all know life has its challenges. But something just.. feels different this time..

Something deep down, down to the real core, has changed. It almost doesn't feel right.. but I know it is. A little sprout of hope, finally given light for the first time.

I'm super proud of you hun. Can't wait to see how much your life will improve now!~

Keep in touch! X

may the light always shine...

This time.. it's different.

This time.. it's for real.

I just realized..

what the FUCK am I gonna do with all the spare time I used to spend curled up drowning in self hatred? M-maybe I should go back..

What am I supposed to do now? Tell myself "You're great, I love you?" Eww, sappy. ><;

Oh I know what you’re going to do in your spare time.

...


WE’RE GONNA KICK SOME ASSES IN CRUCIBLE.
Lol joking :D but I’m always here if you need ^^

Wait he plays Destiny?

Better believe it! And I'm not half bad, either~ *Playful snarl*

Oooo

Oh HELL YEAH!!

No no! I HOPE you're not kidding! That sounds GREAT!

*reloads Ace of Spades

“Let’s do it then” >:)

I desperately hope it stays

It will. I promise.

Will I have more bad days to come? Absolutely. But something fundamental has changed in my soul. I have a feeling this is different than any of the times before.. Well, no, I have more than a feeling. I have literal proof. My family accepting me for who I am, as well as having much needed conversations with some important people and clearing things up. I no longer live in fear, in shame, in guilt, every day.. All the shackles have been broken.

and I was still going to be here even if the shackles got bigger..

That's why you're amazing.

I am so happy for you. Keep that warmth. Thank you so much. Love you! :)

I honestly still feel kind of weird.. how could everything have gone over so perfectly..? There's.. there's no way it could just.. be over.. is there?

N-nobody hates me..? Or looks at me differently? How could they love me MORE now? What is happening? Is.. this what love really is? >~<
How can my heart ache with joy? Is it just something I've never felt before?

I.. love you too.. I think? Am I allowed to say that again..?

..

Yeah. I.. I am.

I am.

I am so happy for you :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NH6QrLPOkU8

Thank you thank you!

Oh my god, this music is BEAUTIFUL!

Glad you liked it. Was inspired by the music you had.

Fuck yes bud, you’re a freaking legend. You got this!

ARUUU!! I sure do! Thank you! X33

A legend? Ieeee dunno about THAT, but.. thanks nonetheless. X3

We will always be by your side, bud. ^v^

You can count on us.)

You have my eternal gratitude. Thank you. >w<

x3

Heyyy 😍
That are wonderful news..

I hadn't any part in it too, but it's still very goid to see, someone has come out...

I always saw your submissions, and i never commented them, but i've given them a fav... And i believed always in you...

So don't think, if you don't see anyone, who seems to be there for you, that there is really nobody...
There is someone for you...
Always...
God is always there for you and us all...

Thank you so much. Every fave helps, too, even if you might not think.

Unfortunately, I'm not sure that's how it works. If I don't see anyone and if nobody interacts with me.. I mean.. isn't that literally what being alone actually is?

I felt this way already too, so that I know from what you're speaking... 🙃

Did you know the youtube channel of “Fearless Soul“ ?

There are many emotional quotes in the community tab with really big meanings...

When i felt bad, i was looking for these quotes.
2 of them are:

"Everything happens in perfect timing.

Be patient and trust the process while you work toward what you want".

And 2.

"The moment you change your perception is the moment you could change your entire life."

So you've changed now your perception, and now you also could begin to change your entire life...

You only have to believe strong enough in it...
Always believe in yourself...

I'm very happy to hear that things have changed for the better

Same here. Depression sucks. ><

Even during the darkest nights there is always a light somewhere to guide you. You just need to find it <3

Well.. to be perfectly honest, I've tried that. I've had about a fifty-fifty chance of finding someone at ALL to talk to past like, 1 am. Some nights are dark.. and stay that way. ><

It probably works better as just a metaphor.

Happy to see you doing better!
You still open to trying again? Cause idk what your discord is

Sure! But the real problem here is that I basically never touch Discord anymore. Even the places I used to be most active, I'm just not anymore. As long as you're okay with a spotty aquatintenceship at best, rather than a full time superfriend like I used to be with everyone, then yeah.

It's Fahren#6535

Idk what else, thats my main method of communicating with anyone.
Also that name isn't valid

Huh. Lemme try yours, then?

But then, maybe we shouldn't even bother, given I basically never use discord, anyway..

Well, it'd still be nice to have. Yeah, lemme try yours.

Im... genuenly glad your ok... and I trully do hope you have a great life heh... throughout life... there is always hope.... no matter what happens there is hope.... heh.....

— When I'm in flight, I don't even feel cold. There is only a feeling of...
— Freedom...
:3