this is OLD art...but it pretty much sums up how i feel right now (read journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1510667/ ) it was made at the peak of a sesation of negative emotions and it reflects the emotions i have right now

this was made back in early college, first semester out of highschool. stressful year, i took on too many classes, things were not so great at home, i seemed to never get enough sleep.

i drew this one during math class, i have struggled with math ever since it quit using real and whole numbers (fractions and a+b DOES NOT WORK in my ADD ridden brain) so math made feel exceptionally shitty and it was my first class of the day and i had just had an argument in the car with mom on the way to school...and so that is when this was born.

it is something that used to be beautiful but the more bad karma/emotion/atmosphere there is around it it the more ugly it gets, it is the little things that hurt the most as they add up quickly and are not handled with the same gusto as a real tragity or problem. the environment it is exposed to has gotten so harsh it has begone to bleed and cries with the physical and emotional pain, it's body shows the damage being done to it's soul....