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something like this has been on my list for a very long time, some personal and important to me of just my emotional state and what my sona is to me. At the time of writing this. Im not able to be on HRT, im not able to buy clothes dresses or anything. not able to paint my nails or try anything out to see how i look. The only affirming thing I Have is my hair, which thankfully hasnt a issue to my parents... which is where the issue is from. They dont know and absolutely know if they did, would be a nightmare and worst life i have. Because of this, Dysphoric episodes are almost constantly hitting me every night and just have to ignore my reaction from my parents during the day. IF you know me personally you know the specific details as to why, not saying it here.
Because of this my depression is on a all high, (and the pandemic doesnt help). So artwork tends to be my way to feel something (yes even my weird TF) seeing my badges, artwork, names where I wear them. is the only thing I have to feel myself till I can truly be free. and that struggle to leave is where it hurts. im figuring it out as I can. Many friends I have i talk to help me as they can and love knowing them.
Being 29 now and been dealing with my gender issues since 2012 and only came to a understanding what my life and identity is since 2016. Im still taking a lot of steps to try and just, Be Happy with myself. The day I can move out of my parents, away from them, Safe and sound where I have no fear of returning back here like has happen 2 times in my life. is the day I can start figuring out the reality of how I want to be. The Girl I always been. Thank you friends, Thank people in my life. And Thanks to Fauv for getting this Commission. My life is a struggling mess and I hate it. but im trying to stay hopefully with my Sona being here for me. To feel like ME for once in my life.
~Taya Erindra
something like this has been on my list for a very long time, some personal and important to me of just my emotional state and what my sona is to me. At the time of writing this. Im not able to be on HRT, im not able to buy clothes dresses or anything. not able to paint my nails or try anything out to see how i look. The only affirming thing I Have is my hair, which thankfully hasnt a issue to my parents... which is where the issue is from. They dont know and absolutely know if they did, would be a nightmare and worst life i have. Because of this, Dysphoric episodes are almost constantly hitting me every night and just have to ignore my reaction from my parents during the day. IF you know me personally you know the specific details as to why, not saying it here.
Because of this my depression is on a all high, (and the pandemic doesnt help). So artwork tends to be my way to feel something (yes even my weird TF) seeing my badges, artwork, names where I wear them. is the only thing I have to feel myself till I can truly be free. and that struggle to leave is where it hurts. im figuring it out as I can. Many friends I have i talk to help me as they can and love knowing them.
Being 29 now and been dealing with my gender issues since 2012 and only came to a understanding what my life and identity is since 2016. Im still taking a lot of steps to try and just, Be Happy with myself. The day I can move out of my parents, away from them, Safe and sound where I have no fear of returning back here like has happen 2 times in my life. is the day I can start figuring out the reality of how I want to be. The Girl I always been. Thank you friends, Thank people in my life. And Thanks to Fauv for getting this Commission. My life is a struggling mess and I hate it. but im trying to stay hopefully with my Sona being here for me. To feel like ME for once in my life.
~Taya Erindra
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We haven't met before, but I just wanted to tell you that what you made is beautiful, and that you will one day be the proud, happy girl you've always been.
My sona is important for me too. To explore this part of myself. I'm in a better position myself so it's a bit easier for me to go through transition. Still, my fursona gives me a lot of space to feel like myself while I'm working on having my body catch up.
I'm glad you have this outlet. That this fandom can provide this for you. <3
Kind regards,
Samara
My sona is important for me too. To explore this part of myself. I'm in a better position myself so it's a bit easier for me to go through transition. Still, my fursona gives me a lot of space to feel like myself while I'm working on having my body catch up.
I'm glad you have this outlet. That this fandom can provide this for you. <3
Kind regards,
Samara
Sweetheart, you know what iv been threw i wont put it out here not the time or place. but it took me moment after seeing this for my muted emoutions to kick in and at the time of posting this im crying and i cant stop. someday someday we both will and till then we have to hang in there. we know who we are and out the ones who matter to us the most know who we are and that"s what matters
forever your yeen mama
Ember Graves
forever your yeen mama
Ember Graves
It's funny that after I got this, was always struggling when I could finally move our safely and start that road. But a few months later I did move. In may, I finally moved to wisconsin and been slowly working out things as I go. Got a hair trim which has already made a big difference to my mood and my sis got my nail polish which I got to use before my trip last weekend. I'm taking it day by day and not rushing to much because money and figuring out options. But thank you for the comment. I'm getting there ^^
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