The pic in my hands was drawn by  foxytangerine :3 Thank you for letting me re-use it here, and for drawing it in the first place. <3

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This is not supposed to be a sad picture.

I was sitting here...thinking about what I've gone through in the past with relationships...

Falling for a dude all the way in belgium, only to find out he only wanted an online girlfriend...and had cheated on all his ex's...losing contact with me and flirting with other girls around the same time...

Developing feelings for a boy who lived nearby, who promised he'd come to see me..Yet he never did. Barely ever came online even...

Many others, but those two hurt the most of all. and here, now look at me. I'm in love with a wonderful guy, and I couldn't be happier. I'm crying tears of happiness , not sorrow. I'm happier than ever.

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those are some of the best times of my life.

Look at the picture, every little detail means something important to me.

I love you Bobkitty. So much...Words can't describe it. <3 I love you.


<3