my life hasn't been the best, i was never in any real trouble or anything like that, i know there are people who are having far worse happen to them daily, but it's still depressing for me to look back....

i was an average kid at fisrt, did as i was told, listened, didnt act like an idiot. but in my early years of my life i was very, very unpopular, and for what reasons, not for being a jerk to every body, not for purposly being a loner, you want to know why, its because i was different to every one else, not in a racial sence, but more along the lines of i liked different things, such as the fact i think that made every happen the way it did, was that i hated football, just that! one day everything was fine the next to my recolection after i said i disliked foot ball it all goes to pot, im bullied for my likes, picked upon, never EVER helped by any adults and i became a loner... but when i went to to high school 4 years ago it all changed, i met new people who had never met me before and i made friends, new friends who like me and i like them!

but this fact didnt change anything, every single one of those b******* were jerks untill the end and are still jerks to this day, and i dont get why they still do it! and after i went to high school they just spread romours about me making other dislike me that were either a) untrue b) true bt twisted and mangled ina way that made me seem bad!

my life hasn't been the best but i hope i can find someone who i can be with to make it all better, thats all i wish right now....

my life....

god it makes me sad....