
It was postponed for a while, BUT here it is!
And man... I love this idea of making Chika the horse while Sparks is playing a knight XD
I kinda got the idea when I saw a Chikorita wearing a harness form a random gif I saw.
Anyway ENJOY OuO
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Sparks Pichu belongs to
pichu90
Chika belongs to me~
And man... I love this idea of making Chika the horse while Sparks is playing a knight XD
I kinda got the idea when I saw a Chikorita wearing a harness form a random gif I saw.
Anyway ENJOY OuO
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Sparks Pichu belongs to

Chika belongs to me~
Category Artwork (Digital) / Pokemon
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1280 x 1007px
File Size 274.3 kB
And thank YOU for taking the time to make this wonderful piece!
By the way, how are you feeling? I hope you're doing a little better since your journal. I worry about you, because I know how ugly some of that stuff can be! You're a talented and friendly young lady, and the world benefits from having your light within it. I don't want to see your glow diminished if there's any way I can help!!
By the way, how are you feeling? I hope you're doing a little better since your journal. I worry about you, because I know how ugly some of that stuff can be! You're a talented and friendly young lady, and the world benefits from having your light within it. I don't want to see your glow diminished if there's any way I can help!!
Not so good, I've given up on my YouTube channels completely. I changed the name on my discord to (the Random Place) because I feel... Like... it's not mine anymore.
idk, I simply feel like... no one cares about what I do, and/or car about my work...
And I feel worthless because of it... Like I don't have a purpose.
idk, I simply feel like... no one cares about what I do, and/or car about my work...
And I feel worthless because of it... Like I don't have a purpose.
You poor sweet person. That's heartbreaking to read, but honestly, I kind of know the feeling, as I constantly feel like I'm spinning my wheels and getting nowhere. Or perhaps worse still, that my best efforts are so mediocre and uninteresting that I'll go no where, and entertain no one. I don't know what made you make this character originally, and sometimes people drift away from their characters, it's perfectly normal, and you shouldn't judge yourself if you do, but perhaps consider why you made her n the first place. What themes interested you? What was your headspace at the time? Do you still like her design now? Is it the feelings of unfulfillment that are making you not bond with her, or perhaps a lack of success making you resent the character? Don't be afraid to be brutally honest about it. I'd worry, looking over the thing you mentioned about Discord, that maybe the following you have acquired are maybe draining you, and their lack of connection and interaction is making you feel like you're doing something wrong? I know there's been a few groups where I've gotten in, and instead of people all united over one topic, I see a good percent of people who just go in and post memes, are very quiet, or, in exact contrast, try to be the start of the show and really are only their for their own attention and to benefit themselves. If your Discord is mostly void of interaction, full of lurkers, or just random memes, that might be making you feel under-appreciated, which is understandable. Again, assuming that that might be a factor, there's no shame in getting mods in your chat to be a bit stricter and to remove people.
Honestly I can only guess at certain things that might be affecting your mood, but what I CAN say with absolute certainty, is that you're not worthless, and that someone does care about you, what you do, and your work, because I do. You're creative, and funny, you're talented, and your pictures bring a smile to my face each time I see them in my inbox. The one stream I could attend, due to lack of time on my behalf, was very entertaining! But in this day and age, the market is indeed oversaturated, and it's very easy to be overlooked. That's why when you do these things, do what makes YOU happy, not what you think would be the most successful. Not saying that you do that, it's just something I feel warrants saying, as it's very easy to forget that, I'm also guilty of measuring my feeling of self worth against the reactions to my works, which get very little attention. I also have loads of unfinished projects, or things I'd like to do, but never realize fully. If you have a lot of pictures or projects building up on you, just waiting unfinished, it will suffocate you.
That said though, I don't think you should give up on your Youtube, if videos are a creative outlet that you enjoy. If there's a storyline you want to explore with your characters, I highly suggest it. If there's an identity you want to explore with them, try it, but base it on how it makes you feel, not how well people respond to it. Eventually you'll find where you want to be, and the people who want to see it will. You'll find the people who're right for you, and I'll be among them to support you in any way that I can!
Honestly I can only guess at certain things that might be affecting your mood, but what I CAN say with absolute certainty, is that you're not worthless, and that someone does care about you, what you do, and your work, because I do. You're creative, and funny, you're talented, and your pictures bring a smile to my face each time I see them in my inbox. The one stream I could attend, due to lack of time on my behalf, was very entertaining! But in this day and age, the market is indeed oversaturated, and it's very easy to be overlooked. That's why when you do these things, do what makes YOU happy, not what you think would be the most successful. Not saying that you do that, it's just something I feel warrants saying, as it's very easy to forget that, I'm also guilty of measuring my feeling of self worth against the reactions to my works, which get very little attention. I also have loads of unfinished projects, or things I'd like to do, but never realize fully. If you have a lot of pictures or projects building up on you, just waiting unfinished, it will suffocate you.
That said though, I don't think you should give up on your Youtube, if videos are a creative outlet that you enjoy. If there's a storyline you want to explore with your characters, I highly suggest it. If there's an identity you want to explore with them, try it, but base it on how it makes you feel, not how well people respond to it. Eventually you'll find where you want to be, and the people who want to see it will. You'll find the people who're right for you, and I'll be among them to support you in any way that I can!
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