WARNING: GORE AND GRIEF PLEASE LEAVE IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS!!!!!

Silver looked up bleakly as the sun began to light the inside of her tent. The days felt dull without Raven. Silver slowly got up her, her head was down she didn't feel like lifting her head.
"Does anyone care that Raven's dead now, no one even bothered to try and find her killer!" Silver thought angrily she knocked a flower vase off her desk.
her tail flicked as she saw that black bird again, Rot. That stupid bird had been making her life worse. Things seemed to have gotten worse since that dumb bird showed up! Silver walked away her tails lashing, Silver found herself walking towards the last place she had seen Raven alive. Silver smiled weakly as she reached the clearing.
Everything looked the same, almost as if Raven never died and the second she closed her eyes and opened them she would be beside Raven again. Unfortunately that failed.
"What did I expect?" Silver whimpered to herself
Silver began to walk towards to where they sat before Raven died, Silver wished she was able to hide her emotions. She got up a little while later not wanting to just sit and cry.
"I'm such a baby, I can't even stop myself from crying over someone who's been dead for a month!" Silver complained silently to herself as she began to walk back home. She just wanted to sleep all day as nothing really seemed worth doing, Silver looked up and she caught Plague's scent on the wind.
"Silver there you are, come on Rika and Ryuu are waiting!" Plague spat, Silver followed him without a word. She didn't have any reason to talk to him, he could've possible been the one to kill Raven! Silver looked a Plague.
"Where you the one who killed my girlfriend!?" Silver snarled.
"Why would I have any reason to kill her, you haven't done anything wrong.. Yet." Plague said his voice was calm which made Silver more enraged.
"You guys always choose the wrong times!" Silver said
Instantly Plague whipped around and knocked her over.
"Did you forget who taught you how to fight?! Did you forget who taught you how to hunt!? And maybe if you'd stop whining about a dead girlfriend you would've gotten better at those things, I'm doing this to help you and you treat me like this!" Plague spat at her. Silver looked down weakly, she didn't say anything and pulled herself away.
"Let's just go.."
Silver could hardly focus on the training session they had to do, Plague's words rang in her head.
"Is it really bad that I am sad about Raven or am I just selfish?" Silver thought as she dodged a blow from Ryuu, before being sent home.
Silver didn't realize she had a bloody nose as she walked into her tent, Silver looked at everything in her room disgusted. Silver began to throw books off her book shelf in a fit of rage, Silver looked at her own hands disgusted with herself.
"How could a throw a temper tantrum like a child!?" Silver covered her ears the sounds of the people around her began to become overwhelming.

Silver looked down at a now slightly bloodied drawing, it was of her and Raven. Silver stared at the floor as blood kept dripping, slowly she opened her hand.

It was a large chunk of her flesh, from her ear. Silver felt like she was gonna be sick, She looked up afraid as she heard someone come in.
"Silver?.. What did you do to your self?" Dark Pit stared in horror at the bloodied floor of her tent.
"What do you want!" Silver snapped
"I heard you knocking things over and I came to see what happened.." Dark Pit still looked horrified.
"You didn't need to do that, I'm perfectly fine can't you see!" Silver snarled looking away. Silver winced as she felt something on her shredded ear. Silver looked up to see Dark pit putting a cloth over it to stop the bleeding.
"Why are you doing this..? It isn't your problem.." Silver said not looking up.
"I'm not gonna just watch you tear your ears out!" Dark Pit spat.

To be continued

(0. W 0) this is Bob, he gives candy to the people who finish these chapters.