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This drawing is back from July 2020, cant believe I never uploaded it here 😥 Its been a year and a couple months and I still mourn my dog, but the strangest of all is that (and I think I have said it before) my dog often appears on my dreams, like very recurring. It has become an entity that dwells my dreams very often. I know she is dead in my dreams always, so I never question the obvious. Sometimes she randomly disappears, but I don't chase after her. I wonder if my other 3 dogs will also live there in the afterlife. Characters in the drawing are Nicky and 100th.
A couple of days I had a weird but with semi plot dream with her included: I dreamt of taking my life and finding myself in a limbo, this place appear to be some sort of dark city but described as '' resting '' yet crowded with never ending moving people, some people are flat plastered in the floor stomped to death even (the people ignored the bodies as they walked for some reason). There was only one way out and it was a big train railroad dark pitch tunnel guarded by two individuals that I could only understand as the judgers. My dog appeared there out of no where and it made me feel comfortability despite the ambient. I pick her up and carry her for the rest of the dream, she seemed to display some sort of faint inner light, that or her colors were brighter than the ambient circling us.
I line up behind some people that seemed to be waiting for their time to cross the tunnel. Curiosity got the best of me and I attempted to speak off with some, but most didn't answer or straight away pretend I didn't exist. One woman did speak back, she mention this being her second time there, that the place we were was strict for goners(suiciders). I asked her why we were there and she said that we were forced to commit a trial by entering the tunnel, were we could earn being brought back to the same life (if we won) or pushed down to some sort of place I can only describe as hell (but this one being cold, dark, empty and silent). There was an equivalent of heaven/afterlife but suiciders were not allowed that until they earned it in life. She also mention that people who died of old age were granted instant access to heaven and for those who died younger of accidents and illness were trialed for either being reborn in a new life or taken to heaven. She notice that I had my dog with me and said that the most loyal and beloved pets could jump between dimensions (heaven) to find the ones they have been waiting since hereafter. I gripped my dog harder and everything sank, I knew I was in for some ride.
Despite the ominous topics of the story, I liked the lore behind it, I will use it to plot a new story of some sort in the future. It is sad, but it inspired me to try a more serious story. Several of my current stories are birthed from my own dreams, I don't consume anything that you had call as recreative, so I don't know where those plots come from.
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Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Canine (Other)
Size 872 x 1208px
File Size 347.7 kB
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