Sorry I've been slacking so much. Will be posting more. I have been dealing with school and some drama. My best friend blocked me and refused to tell me why. I asked him and reminded him if there are any boundaries, let me know and I will back off. When he pointed them out, I listened and stopped. He went through a friend and they both cut me off. "Hey, you need to stop talking to him please" I asked what I did and was instantly blocked. I don't really know if I can trust people anymore. He was the one person that I was in contact with once I went through some drama with someone else. He was always there and now he's gone and didn't even tell me what I did. I'm not a mind reader. I apologize for bringing your good mood down, and if you are upset I understand. I just really want someone to be able to confide in without fearing if they will just cut me off without reason like he did. I wish I could trust people at this point. Either I lose the friends who I care for or keep the toxic ones. I don't get it. I am willing to give this one last shot and if I'm burned by anyone else I'm done with the internet except art and youtube. No more discord, no more twitter (Hell spawn), no more private messaging with new people. I just don't know what to do at this point. I thank you if you are still reading, and I promise that I'm ok now. Always been a little messed up anyway HAHA. Feel free to dm me and I will give media one more shot. If you have any ideas for my next project just let me know in the comments. Thank you for listening to my ted talk.