Those who have been here a while know I draw myself a LOT smaller than I am IRL. Most doctors don't want to bother with me due to my size, since it apparently makes every problem worse or straight-up causes all my issues.
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I've heard that so many times. Everyone blames my problems on my weight too, even those not caused by it. I have a herniated and semi-deteriorating L4 (a cartilage disk in my lower spine) that came from my dad forcing me to help him move a washer despite us being the only two at home. My back spasmed real bad and it was incredibly painful. He got mad at me cause I almost dropped the washer. Fast Forward to when I was working a job at a fast-food restaurant and had to help mop the floors. I had shoveled snow and it would cause my back to hurt, and also helped my dad with moving debris out of houses, but when it would start hurting I would just stop. Couldn't do that at the job, so I got a chiropractic adjustment (which you are NOT supposed to do with a herniated disk) and it made it five times worse. It wasn't until I got an MRI that a back doctor recommended that I found out about the disk. He said no heavy lifting (Didn't specify weight) and he said no repetitive twisting or bending. Fast forward to the present, and everyone tells me my back wouldn't hurt if I lost weight...
yeah, I remember that. I used to be a rail as a kid. The injury that actually made me discover my back issue in the first place was when I epically failed a high jump in gym (I was a runner. I didn't do vertical.) and I caught the bar across my back. Due to my non-existant BMI (people thought my parents starved me), the biggest, darkest, most impressive bruise ever bloomed there!
nobody called CPS on my folks, but I did get asked a lot of invasive questions by random adults as a kid. They didn't seem to understand how a child who literally inhaled a large pizza to herself in under an hour could be SO SKINNY. I ate like a HORSE! it just didn't show until I hit around 18, at which point my metabolism abandoned me and my body exploded.
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