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something very personal today.
recently, i haven't been very good. i am the kind of person who hold hold a lot of things. feelings, stress, frustration, opinion about stuff... many many things. but today, i would said my "holding limit" has been broken and i just.. blow up.. and lot of thing got out, as a constant stream along with tears.
today i just cried in the arm of my mate. i didn't cry for years before that, i don't even remember the last time i cried. as i said, I am someone who hold himself, a lot and constantly for plenty of reason.
and it was a release, and I'm happy it happened when i am with Mate Amara
My mate that i am so happy to have, i am so grateful that she is so understanding and be there for me. I just love her even more.
i will not say much more than that, first because i would have difficulties to find proper words, but also because it is private and personal. but i wanted at least put that and express it with a picture.
For my loved ones, friend, buddies and all the people who could get worried in general, don't worry, i'm fine and i definitely feel better now. especially since i am with my mate and talked a lot with her.
so don't worry.
but also, I hope you will forgive me if i get a bit silent. I would like to take time for myself, to just enjoy one or two days off, enjoy to be with my mate, to enjoy to have nothing to manage or think about it.
basically, to take a good rest before to get back to work ^^
and once again, don't worry, I am okay ^^
recently, i haven't been very good. i am the kind of person who hold hold a lot of things. feelings, stress, frustration, opinion about stuff... many many things. but today, i would said my "holding limit" has been broken and i just.. blow up.. and lot of thing got out, as a constant stream along with tears.
today i just cried in the arm of my mate. i didn't cry for years before that, i don't even remember the last time i cried. as i said, I am someone who hold himself, a lot and constantly for plenty of reason.
and it was a release, and I'm happy it happened when i am with Mate Amara
My mate that i am so happy to have, i am so grateful that she is so understanding and be there for me. I just love her even more.
i will not say much more than that, first because i would have difficulties to find proper words, but also because it is private and personal. but i wanted at least put that and express it with a picture.
For my loved ones, friend, buddies and all the people who could get worried in general, don't worry, i'm fine and i definitely feel better now. especially since i am with my mate and talked a lot with her.
so don't worry.
but also, I hope you will forgive me if i get a bit silent. I would like to take time for myself, to just enjoy one or two days off, enjoy to be with my mate, to enjoy to have nothing to manage or think about it.
basically, to take a good rest before to get back to work ^^
and once again, don't worry, I am okay ^^
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
Species Western Dragon
Size 960 x 1280px
File Size 238.8 kB
I tend to call that suffering a blow out or boiling over. Plenty to get frustrated with and angry about and few places to let such things out in a reasonable way. and depending on your position on some things. some places that you consider relatively safe are not safe for certain venting. Hopefully its a long time before you have to suffer another but hopefully it wont be too unpleasant building up to said blow out
I'm truly speechless you've wrote, such a strong feelings! The love, the care and the heavy burden you carring inside your feeling. Makes you a very strong person and mainbrain will always be there for you. You don't have explain further details, the comic page you drew explain everything for you. A true feelings of love, and THAT is very strong from you and mainbrain!
mainbrain will always be there for you. You don't have explain further details, the comic page you drew explain everything for you. A true feelings of love, and THAT is very strong from you and mainbrain!
thank you very much, that's what i wanted express here, and i happy to have made it well. sharing is importrantn and i'm aware i'm not the only one in that case, that i am even very lucky compared to some people. so I wish the best for me and any people in those moment!
I think this song best showcases this moment between you and your mate.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LpmVp6s-UiY
You two are a truly blessed couple to have each other.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LpmVp6s-UiY
You two are a truly blessed couple to have each other.
I am fine, yes! thanks to my mate, closest friends, family, buddies and all the kind words from you all guys/girls/people around. there is still kindness, support and nice person in that world, and it is pleasant to remember it and to share feelings and support between us all. the world definitely miss that a lot, especially these last times!
Such beautiful but tragic raw emotions. Your ability to capture emotions is phenomenal! Even though the face and body are unrecognizable to my subconscious mind. Your skill can still instill in me just how painful and needed this moment was. The suffering that is inflicted on the persona on the right, only to be shielded and protected by the one on the left. Absolutely beautiful work you have made here.
Obviously I will not ask or mention for the inspiration for this piece. I simply want to say that is just beautiful how artists like yourself can capture and instill such a powerful emotion, or moment in time that you have experienced. And have even a fragment of that moment be felt just by looking at your creation. I know in your narrative you state that you are ok, and given how long ago you posted this I hope that to still be the case. Your craft, and yes you yourself are beautiful, and so is your mate. I wish for you and yours continue to grow and find peace in life.
Obviously I will not ask or mention for the inspiration for this piece. I simply want to say that is just beautiful how artists like yourself can capture and instill such a powerful emotion, or moment in time that you have experienced. And have even a fragment of that moment be felt just by looking at your creation. I know in your narrative you state that you are ok, and given how long ago you posted this I hope that to still be the case. Your craft, and yes you yourself are beautiful, and so is your mate. I wish for you and yours continue to grow and find peace in life.
Thank you for your words.
honestly there is not much more to say with what i said in the description. this picture is one of those which are directly bonded to real life. It was exactly like. i had a breakdown while i was visiting my mate, because stress, customer and such. and i feel the urge to draw that scene. it was a "on the moment" thing, so to speak
and yeah, i had other breakdown after that. and as everybody, i had my moments it went better and it worse. Today it is better in a global way, i would say. i learn how to manage stress, anxiety. i admit to be not fine sometime. and i learn to don't hold everything.
anyway. for get back to art stuff. i'm happy to have those moment where i can directly put in picture what i feel, and that people can notice and feel it ^^
thank you again
honestly there is not much more to say with what i said in the description. this picture is one of those which are directly bonded to real life. It was exactly like. i had a breakdown while i was visiting my mate, because stress, customer and such. and i feel the urge to draw that scene. it was a "on the moment" thing, so to speak
and yeah, i had other breakdown after that. and as everybody, i had my moments it went better and it worse. Today it is better in a global way, i would say. i learn how to manage stress, anxiety. i admit to be not fine sometime. and i learn to don't hold everything.
anyway. for get back to art stuff. i'm happy to have those moment where i can directly put in picture what i feel, and that people can notice and feel it ^^
thank you again
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