The latest in my series of "Compositions of a Stupid Autistic Mind," which are either repetitive on purpose or are just stupid little melodies I improvise. Why? It represents the annoying things I used to do as a child, which proved to my parents I really am autistic. This whole series of compositions are based on dreams I have from time to time, which are flashbacks of my childhood. These repetitive melodies, therefore, are generally either things I improvised and they stuck with me, or were based on things I discovered I remembered wrong. Alternately, they're sometimes relevant to a current event in my life, or just represent what mood I am in right now (or otherwise tell the story of my life).

"Lack of Inspiration" just represents when I struggle to think of good ideas to score, particularly when I want to do an arrangement of other people's music (such as a video game track). But the ideas eventually come to me, and I am happy that I got the courage to do it in the end.

This COASAM is for:

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Piano
Electric piano
Electric guitar
Acoustic guitar
Electric bass
Glockenspiel
Crotales
Xylophone
Tubular bells
4 vibraphones
6 marimbas (2 grand staff, 2 treble clef, 2 bass clef)
Timpani
Drum set
Auxiliary percussion 1 (tambourine)
Auxiliary percussion 2 (concert crash cymbals, conga drums)
Battery percussion

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Music (C) me and me alone