this drawing has been traced over a photo of my own

I'm trying not to fight myself so much but i keep getting in my own way, my thoughts are so many and the alarm is ringing ringing almost all the time. I have to run, i have to go, now now now. I have to mold this shape into something by force, every day, every hour and never stop. Don't eat this, don't sit still, don't live your life like this, try harder harder harder, this is not enough, it is never enough.