Ugh sorry for another vent piece by your's truly. That parasite we call anxiety, came back to leech on my mental health after trying to mitigate the issues myself.
I can't even think properly as much as I used to and it's becoming more difficult to stay in conversations with said friends or engage in various occasions with groups. I feel like I have fallen back into where I started since them.
Struggling to make decisions, struggle to communicate or think for myself, so much I just struggle with to the point I feel this everlasting hatred for myself
I can't even think properly as much as I used to and it's becoming more difficult to stay in conversations with said friends or engage in various occasions with groups. I feel like I have fallen back into where I started since them.
Struggling to make decisions, struggle to communicate or think for myself, so much I just struggle with to the point I feel this everlasting hatred for myself
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I feel most night a dark shadow wrapping around my heart, thorny tendrils piercing into Its' surface and locking in. The more I live, the more I feel like I'm losing my sense of self, becoming a shell. Eventually I may just even start to lose feeling to those around me and see them as walking meat.
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