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I need to be honest with everyone, I haven't been doing great for quite a long time now...
I've been under a great amount of depression and anxiety... I've been feeling so scared that I just want to hide myself away and forget about everything... I'm tired of hiding it and pretending nothing is wrong, it hurts too much... I'm losing my confidents and my motivation to do anything... I want to be good at art like many of my friends... but if feel scared... I don't know why I feel so scared about learning to draw... It's something I really want to be good at...
My work life isn't going well, I lost many of my work colleagues due to the company making them redundant to save money and they cut my hours so I'm not earning as much as I used to... I'm now stuck on permanent early shifts which is 6am to 2pm every single day of the week doing all the jobs on my own because the company got rid of my friends! I'm so tired every time I get home from work! All I want to do is sleep but I've got more jobs that need to be done when I get home! I was hoping to get out of my job last year and get a new job but what happens? Covid-19!!
I just hope things will go back to normal... I don't think I could survive another lockdown... away from my friends and family...
Being on Discord to talk with my friends is getting hard... I feel like I'm losing some of them... I sometimes feel like an attention seeker which is not what I want to be, I just really enjoy talking with my friends there... But I feel like I've made some mistakes and some of them don't want to talk to me again... I really hope not...
Also, I'm really not looking forward to the end of this month... because it will be 5 years since I lost my dad...
So yeah... I'm just one big mess... I'm not sure what to do now...
I've been under a great amount of depression and anxiety... I've been feeling so scared that I just want to hide myself away and forget about everything... I'm tired of hiding it and pretending nothing is wrong, it hurts too much... I'm losing my confidents and my motivation to do anything... I want to be good at art like many of my friends... but if feel scared... I don't know why I feel so scared about learning to draw... It's something I really want to be good at...
My work life isn't going well, I lost many of my work colleagues due to the company making them redundant to save money and they cut my hours so I'm not earning as much as I used to... I'm now stuck on permanent early shifts which is 6am to 2pm every single day of the week doing all the jobs on my own because the company got rid of my friends! I'm so tired every time I get home from work! All I want to do is sleep but I've got more jobs that need to be done when I get home! I was hoping to get out of my job last year and get a new job but what happens? Covid-19!!
I just hope things will go back to normal... I don't think I could survive another lockdown... away from my friends and family...
Being on Discord to talk with my friends is getting hard... I feel like I'm losing some of them... I sometimes feel like an attention seeker which is not what I want to be, I just really enjoy talking with my friends there... But I feel like I've made some mistakes and some of them don't want to talk to me again... I really hope not...
Also, I'm really not looking forward to the end of this month... because it will be 5 years since I lost my dad...
So yeah... I'm just one big mess... I'm not sure what to do now...
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Yeah I' stuck on early morning ahifts too at my job. What you've mentioned about hour cuts...that might actually be why it went from 10 hours down to 8 for me, actaully make sense.
And yeah i too, am tired A LOT after coming home. 80% of the time, i just pass out into slumber on the floor.
Just keep doing your best Smart, plwase be safe and stay healthy out there.
And yeah i too, am tired A LOT after coming home. 80% of the time, i just pass out into slumber on the floor.
Just keep doing your best Smart, plwase be safe and stay healthy out there.
Yes. This Covid is hitting pretty hard in everybody lifes. My family bussiness also are having dificulty to pay the bills, and we have being cutting a lot of non-essentials costs. We are even cutting water, using our well only (and consequencially, we are have water shortage frequently)
But all we can do is stay strong until this phandemic is erradicated. I just hope it finishes soon
But all we can do is stay strong until this phandemic is erradicated. I just hope it finishes soon
You know..there is a thing i am saying..
"Legends arent born, they are made with hard work"...and you might be right, you might not be the best at art but its your art! Noone elses, but yours and you are building your way up!
When it comes to work, you might be working alone but the friends you have will be always with you, no metter what, it might be hard but going trought hell will only make you the one making it colder, you might be sad you might be down but there is a reason to stand up!
And if you are worried abojt your discord friends, dont worry, knowing that a lot of them aint brave enought to leave yoj behind, plus knowing you aint getting rid of me...yeah you aren't beinf alone~! Cheer up!
"Legends arent born, they are made with hard work"...and you might be right, you might not be the best at art but its your art! Noone elses, but yours and you are building your way up!
When it comes to work, you might be working alone but the friends you have will be always with you, no metter what, it might be hard but going trought hell will only make you the one making it colder, you might be sad you might be down but there is a reason to stand up!
And if you are worried abojt your discord friends, dont worry, knowing that a lot of them aint brave enought to leave yoj behind, plus knowing you aint getting rid of me...yeah you aren't beinf alone~! Cheer up!
I'm sorry to hear you're going through so much... Depression and anxiety suck so much, plus that's hard working EVERY day. I really do hope things improve for you.
I know it may seem hard at this current moment... But stay strong, your friends and family will understand and support always, regardless how much you get time with them or not.
You're cared for by many.
I know it may seem hard at this current moment... But stay strong, your friends and family will understand and support always, regardless how much you get time with them or not.
You're cared for by many.
Just hold on, a lot of bad stuff has happened over the last year and a bit. The best thing we can do is to stay by our friends and family as well as focus on the happy stuff.
We’re all here together and we should do our best to work with each other to help those in need of it. You have my support.
We’re all here together and we should do our best to work with each other to help those in need of it. You have my support.
Hey...i know how u feel. Ive was stuck in that hole once myself were even suicide sounded like a nice idea. I had a job i hated, no friends, and just more junk when i got home. Just keep moving foward, and dont be afraid if u have to make some changes to do so. I took a gamble one day and left that job behind. I finally found a new job where i feel i belong. Everyone there is kind and i think i can count them as friends. And dont stress if ur drawings are not good in your eye. Drawing comes to everyone at different times that get into it. No one starts the same but you can end it amazingly if you keep trying. Theres a chance something that dont look good to u might be beutifal to someone else because beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Hopefully the covid situation will calm down soon around your area... i wish the best to u.
Now I know you don't know me but, there are a lot of people who care about you very deeply from what I can tell. I myself have gone through a hellhole lately very similar to your own. Keep your friends close, they'll get you through it. It's just the universe's way of testing our resolve. 
hello there, sorry if this seems weird, but, I've been kind of watching your gallery for a bit now, maybe almost a full year, and I must say I've been a fan for a bit longer than that, your characters and work has been, silly, and quite nice to look at, but, it does kind of hurt to hear you're in pain, and all I want to do is comfort Any way I possibly can, even though I am quite a shy person and didn't want to disturb you in any manner, so, I'll just leave it at "I really hope you feel better soon, and that the universe helps to make your days brighter somehow" though, I wouldn't mind getting to know you more personally if that's what you want, hope to see more fun stuff from you.
*a very large feral brown dragon walks in and nuzzles you to try and get you back on your feet.*
Psst. Dude. Take it easy. This and the last 5 years for all of us have been unbelievable and so difficult. Try and find how far you have come in life. You need to realize that your a valuable being. You. Chomp less. Everyone including their irl side of themselves that matters also. You have to not give up on yourself. Isolation can drive us all insane. Btw the name is storm. I just hope you realize that I won't leave your side although I am more like a shadow on here. Heck. You matter more than I do because I'm sure your not as disabled as I am lol. I hope you can drag yourself out of this hole you got thrown into. Everybody needs breaks. Everyone needs some love. And we all deserve better. I hope we can all step up to make next year a lot better tbh.....hold onto that hope you feel inside. I know you can get through this without getting stuck if you play your cards right so be careful. I'm always open for beasts both horny and straight af and formal to come to talk and vent safely. I hope you stay safe out there man. Good luck and I wish you the best out there. Just know everyone here that comments positive and understanding things are your good friends that you can trust.
Psst. Dude. Take it easy. This and the last 5 years for all of us have been unbelievable and so difficult. Try and find how far you have come in life. You need to realize that your a valuable being. You. Chomp less. Everyone including their irl side of themselves that matters also. You have to not give up on yourself. Isolation can drive us all insane. Btw the name is storm. I just hope you realize that I won't leave your side although I am more like a shadow on here. Heck. You matter more than I do because I'm sure your not as disabled as I am lol. I hope you can drag yourself out of this hole you got thrown into. Everybody needs breaks. Everyone needs some love. And we all deserve better. I hope we can all step up to make next year a lot better tbh.....hold onto that hope you feel inside. I know you can get through this without getting stuck if you play your cards right so be careful. I'm always open for beasts both horny and straight af and formal to come to talk and vent safely. I hope you stay safe out there man. Good luck and I wish you the best out there. Just know everyone here that comments positive and understanding things are your good friends that you can trust.
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