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I hate myself.
This drawing is a reflection of my huge and never-ending self-hatred. And I'll tell you why I hate myself.:
1. I can't learn like other people - I constantly have to repeat the same thing many, many times in order for me to remember/learn at least some material. I have a hard time making progress in drawing because of this. Due to the fact that I can't assimilate the material in the way that others can, I changed 6 art studios and none of them helped me.
2. I can't show romantic feelings to the person who loves me. After I was dumped by an ex-boyfriend (it wasn't by mutual consent, as he says) I shut myself in. I've been through this year very hard, and now I can't feel anything at all..I can not give love in return because I have not yet moved away from the breakup.
3. Because of the betrayal of the ex-boyfriend (I call it that way, because I completely opened up to the person, and he left me) I'm afraid to trust people. I find it difficult to communicate with new people because I'm still afraid to trust them. I believe that when you say "I love you" - then be kind to love, and not to betray after a year and a half of "relationship". If you promise to live together and lead a joint life - be kind to fulfill these promises, and not..you understand me.
4. Due to the fact that art studios lied to me about the fact that my drawings are good, I question any laudatory comments about my work. For example: my friend said that he liked my drawing, but I don't believe him because I think that my friend said it just to cheer me up. Here it is-distrust.
My inner world is filled with horror, chaos and destruction, but it has its own beauty.
The character in the drawing belongs to me.
I'm against my drawings being published somewhere (in groups or on people's personal pages) without me being identified as the author of the work. It's not your creativity, appreciate and respect people's work! Point out the sources and leave a link!
This drawing is a reflection of my huge and never-ending self-hatred. And I'll tell you why I hate myself.:
1. I can't learn like other people - I constantly have to repeat the same thing many, many times in order for me to remember/learn at least some material. I have a hard time making progress in drawing because of this. Due to the fact that I can't assimilate the material in the way that others can, I changed 6 art studios and none of them helped me.
2. I can't show romantic feelings to the person who loves me. After I was dumped by an ex-boyfriend (it wasn't by mutual consent, as he says) I shut myself in. I've been through this year very hard, and now I can't feel anything at all..I can not give love in return because I have not yet moved away from the breakup.
3. Because of the betrayal of the ex-boyfriend (I call it that way, because I completely opened up to the person, and he left me) I'm afraid to trust people. I find it difficult to communicate with new people because I'm still afraid to trust them. I believe that when you say "I love you" - then be kind to love, and not to betray after a year and a half of "relationship". If you promise to live together and lead a joint life - be kind to fulfill these promises, and not..you understand me.
4. Due to the fact that art studios lied to me about the fact that my drawings are good, I question any laudatory comments about my work. For example: my friend said that he liked my drawing, but I don't believe him because I think that my friend said it just to cheer me up. Here it is-distrust.
My inner world is filled with horror, chaos and destruction, but it has its own beauty.
The character in the drawing belongs to me.
I'm against my drawings being published somewhere (in groups or on people's personal pages) without me being identified as the author of the work. It's not your creativity, appreciate and respect people's work! Point out the sources and leave a link!
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Dog (Other)
Size 905 x 1280px
File Size 203.2 kB
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