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hole whare my heart should be

By yiharbin,
posted 15 years ago

a fairly old pic... i did near mid school year... that feelings never completely left me... i feel it often... too painfully often...

a figure stairing off into a blank sky... a hole in its chest that shows in its shadow... (its on a hill)...

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stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

good thing yours is still in place.

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

dude... its not in place...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

...
welp! time to find it.
any suggestions where it is?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

with sarah... at least a piece of it... another with regan, another with miranda and another with nina...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

why doesn't linda have a peice?
btw, *steals peice from sarah* here ya go!

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

im not exactly sure, isnt that weird?
have you ever had your heart broken by someone but you tried to stay friends with them afterwords? i have a small feeling like that around her...
i have no idea why, isnt that stupid?

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

never had my heart broken.
only time was my grampa's death.
but no, it isn't that stupid.

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

how is it not?
and dude, your very very lucky

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

it's not stupid to still like someone who broke your heart.

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

but dont you think its stupid to feel somewhat heartbroken over someone that never has?
...my heart cant physically puch people out...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

so you must it mentally.

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

*do it mentally i mean.
and if you say your brain is in control, drop it. i know you can control it, or at least stop giving two shits about what 'it' thinks.

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

you dont hear the voices though! you can cover your ears, but that only makes them louder, you cant blast them out with music, they just echo over it! i cant drown them out or make them get out

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

l:l

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

...im sorry....

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

no need to be sorry bro.
it's just that you can't push yourself to ignore those 'voices'.
i have not much cares for the world, nor have i had much bad things happen to me.
you just have to let go of the 'voices' inside your head.

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

i cant.... theyre more than a part of me.... i cant no matter how badly i want to....

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

you say you want to be rid of the voices, but you can't do it?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

no... its that... the voices are me... theyre the different emotions i have... if i get rid of them, i fear i wont have them anymore... theyre physically a part of me

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

then what do you want to be?
sad and miserable or fun and happy?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

fun and happy.... but that part of me is outnumbered... its like less than 25 percent of me...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

then rid yourself of that other 75%

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

i cant...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

why not?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

the few cant conquer the many... they get decimated if they try... i dont want to risk losing my happy... no matter how little there is...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

how can you lose your happy?
frik, the only time i'm pissed is when someone bugs the crap out of me, hurts me or i see something that you can't unsee.
so don't say you can't because you FUCKING CAN!
live life as you want, not what your 'voices' want!

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

u havent had the same shit happen to you as me... you dont know what its like...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

no i don't, but that doesn't mean i should to know how it feels.
and besides, how and why do these 'voices' keep speaking?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

what do you mean 'how and why'?

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

how do the voices speak and why do they speak?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

theyre always talking in my head.... talking like people do and shit, but no one else can hear them...

stickdude32 ~stickdude32

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

and what do they usally say?

yiharbin ~yiharbin

15 years ago

what they think about shit and their opinions of shit...

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