Well, I thought to make the first page of the comic, but after 3-5 hours of trying, I realized that it was too early for me to try. Therefore, from all this, I got out of the SAI and began to draw in MediBang Paint Pro, deciding to calm down to draw what I can draw without nerves. Here is the result, probably 3-4 hours.
In the meantime, my hopes are crumbling and I feel by the end of June I will face a very undesirable fact, for which I will have to explain myself to my family.