tolet the onece who can understant to understand
what i saw in me, what i feel and fear to be
what i think its my real nature

the chaos in me teh mess in my mind and soul

why i agree whit something but regret it ?
leting it burn insid eof me and tearing my mind adn soudl appart

why i take thsees desetion, basen in guesss, based in hope, besied in fait?

why i keep up living lies, lieing to my self, afrasi of this to go worng?

why i can not accept empty ness, livig like anyone else

cause im not like others, im just a cursed mind, a sould that lost his mind