With me not able to know what emotion to use for this sad time I couldn't help but just be on my rooftop and just scream as tears run down my cheeks. Truthfully this is how I feel right now and hate not knowing what emotion to use and feeling helpless. If curious of what I mean this Monday night was horrid cuz there was a tragic death in my family and it happened across the room from me. It's been rough for me and my family but hopefully we'll pull through this.