I have a problem with being guarded, which has cost so much energy that I don't have. It made me an extremely aggressive, manic person (previously). Behind that anger, behind it all, is someone who just wants to feel safe. Admitting this, I guess, is the beginning of feeling vulnerable. No teeth, or claws. I can say that I'm just tired.

I made this when I was in a darker mood, but I'm better now. This improvement thing has been a ride .u. so much farther to go.