Painful Reflections ~
Having gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia is strong within me, i'm struggling with looking even seconds at my reflection.
I know people say even in Pre-Transition, that i'm valid. Then why don't I feel it?
My family and friends know i'm trans, I just can't take the next step and tell those I need to, to get on with the transition.
I'm scared, so fucking scared they'll judge me on my mental health rather than the person i've been trying to be for my whole life.
Its getting harder to even wash my face, see myself in the mirror. I can't do it.
I got so much going on with my health, especially being in pain with my leg 24/7 and I don't to make more trouble...I'm afraid.
Sorry to vent, but its getting tougher on my soul and I feel invalid as a trans person, it hurts.
Thrasher (C)
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I know people say even in Pre-Transition, that i'm valid. Then why don't I feel it?
My family and friends know i'm trans, I just can't take the next step and tell those I need to, to get on with the transition.
I'm scared, so fucking scared they'll judge me on my mental health rather than the person i've been trying to be for my whole life.
Its getting harder to even wash my face, see myself in the mirror. I can't do it.
I got so much going on with my health, especially being in pain with my leg 24/7 and I don't to make more trouble...I'm afraid.
Sorry to vent, but its getting tougher on my soul and I feel invalid as a trans person, it hurts.
Thrasher (C)

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Thrash you are valid and loved! Just know that these feelings will past. I know it's harder to do that and it's not easy to just let those bad feelings go just like that but your strong and your going to be alright. Just do what you feel is best and take all the time you need to get to where you wanna be. I believe in you man. *hugs*
Aww, I feel you, it can be sooo hard. Especially if something keeps one from going forward with transition.
but trust in yourself, trust your friends and if they're supportive your family. You and they know who you really are, build a network of support. and I'm sure you can eventually master those challenges.
You are valid *Hugs* I as a fellow pre-transition cat believe in you.
sorry to ramble here, it just kinda hit home... *hugs*
but trust in yourself, trust your friends and if they're supportive your family. You and they know who you really are, build a network of support. and I'm sure you can eventually master those challenges.
You are valid *Hugs* I as a fellow pre-transition cat believe in you.
sorry to ramble here, it just kinda hit home... *hugs*
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